There’s this idea that people call a “second life,” that I believe goes way back to when people were primitive compared to today, and we’d all hang around bonfires and tell stories. The stories got kind of complicated with the idea of extraterrestrial entities, GODS. Spirit animals, reincarnation, all sorts of stories. The idea that people move from one existence to another. From earth to heaven or from earth to hell. In Europe there were a lot of stories written about different Gods, sometimes the stories were about real people that were turned into different versions and given superhuman powers. With the movie industry the way it is, and all the content is recorded on film now, when way back it was only written stories and plays, a lot of actors I think have to deal with what they make that effects their normal lives back at home. For example you have an actor in a show that has to act out some love scene and make out with someone, or murder someone as a job and then when they go back home to their normal family, there’s this other existence “second life” idea that probably haunts them where they’re cheating on their real partner, and say that film becomes a hit and is blasted all over the world, their real partner might possibly feel intimidated by that other person on that fake acting scene, because that scene seems to be a lot louder than their own real relationship. So the question comes up on which relationship is the real one? The love scene from the movie that became a hit that the whole world knows about or their real relationship, that not many people know about because it’s kind of private. I’m kind of rambling here about this idea that bugs me. Scientists say there’s a possibility that a lot of alternate realities exist. I’m thinking probably an infinite number of alternate realities where just about anything could be possible. While people might focus on some details about someone’s acting career as possible alternate realities, anyone could basically make anything up and it be something that’s probably happening right now also. There’s this girl when I was in fifth grade that I liked and invited over to my birthday party that kissed me, and I don’t know whatever happened to her because I had to change to a different school and it was in summer and lost touch with everyone I knew back then because I didn’t have these phones everyone has now, or social media so it was a lot more difficult to keep in contact with people. We exchanged rings and got married and all of this theoretical other stuff happened because we played around with the idea and anyone else after her, besides my mom, is an imitation version of her because we didn’t kiss first unless theoretically alternate realities have no time frame, or is warped, so anything other alternate version of the same kind of scenario happened before or at the same time because time doesn’t exist, and theoretically I kissed and married her best friend at the same time, or before we ever met. Compared to a movie actor that acts out a love scene on a film, I actually went to school with and personally knew her in person and I was probably only eleven years old at the time but the same type of scenario is there. What I’m trying to get to is that I sense people hold these made up situations on what could have happened on past relationships against people. It makes it difficult to move on. Christina if you’re out there, I remember that and ho you’re okay. I totally understand why so many Hollywood actors are in and out of relationships so much, that and I believe a lot of their relationships and breakups, divorces, are made up also for extra media attention.