I was on two years sober, and minding my own business, going to work… working on the app I was working on and finished it and got it up on the app store. I can say I did that sober and I was doing okay… probably just didn’t write as much as I do now…. blah blah blah talk talk talk… on on adderall… type type type. When I was sober here lately I was dealing with following me around while I’m driving it seem like, trying to wreck into me all the time. Now I’m on prescription medication drugs and it seem like all that stop, not noticing it so much. One thing that this med does that I appreciate the most is that it stops the racing thoughts I had from an overload of people following me around when I’m driving… I have no idea what that was… my conspiracy theories thoughts were going nuts and I want to kill everyone because I sense people trying to get rid of me. Pisses me off. No I’m not trying to sale my medication to anyone, stay away from me, I’m not going to jail over something stupid. I want a beer. This is very loud. I wanted to write about beer. You ever notice that the beer stores… alcohol, liquor stores… usually all have cameras surveillance all pointed at everyone that buys alcohol, and now the attendants run peoples ID cards, not just to check a birthdate, they basically scan it in other words to tell the police, hey this person is buying alcohol. When they leave the store, you can write them a ticket. Isn’t that in a way the same as framing someone. Liquor stores say, I’m selling you alcohol, which is the same as a drug, then I’m calling the police and telling them I sold it to you. First thing that happen when I got on my med, want to play video games, picked up my broken laptop that’s got broken lcd screen, basically decapitated, and hardware problems that I was going to put aside because anyone can break into this thing unlike my phone that stays on me, and had to get a security camera incase anyone run in and try to run off with it again. And I still don’t feel safe using this thing, like it’s bugged out all to hell… I grew up using Windows, but I’m not in a position to buy a new computer… and picked up WoW and ran the character off a cliff basically. Sober Billy that’s working on stuff versus drugged up Billy that runs around killing stuff in video games. I’m still debating on trying to work on anything under the influence… or just play video games… another things… I’m not spending as much money on food so that’s adding up because foods expensive af now adays… play video games until I come up with something on a reliable car.