I hate to write about this so I’ll make this post private for now. I try to evaluate myself as if I was a psychologist studying myself. I don’t know how else to say this.. I’ve noticed something about me and I haven’t studied this stuff too much. It’s something like Alzheimers. I don’t think it’s Alzheimers though. Things that cause me to stress out, or things that are overwhelmingly I have no idea what that’s about, it seems like I blank out and forget that’s there. I was writing about this surveillance thing and how I didn’t catch on to what was happening a lot earlier for example of how I thought I was surrounded by a lot of coincidences, overwhelmingly a lot of coincidences, that should have made me aware of the state of surveillance a long time ago. I thought the world was very coincidental and weird and brushed everything off and forgot about it, because I didn’t understand it. Sometimes I thought I had some weird people attraction super power from watching shows like X-men with Mr. Magneto. I never understood it and forgot about it all the time. That Batman – Arkham Knights video game with the tech gadget that sees everyone through the walls slowly sank into my understanding of what was happening when I bought my PlayStation in 2019 or so. It really took a while for me to accept that that was something that is real. I’ve heard and seen those fish scanners on fishing boats, and thermal heat scanners… besides that, I know about X-Rays at the doctors and can only imagine what type of tech it is that’s picking everything up. If it’s longer range scans with something like X-Rays, Gamma Rays or something closer ranged like the scanners on fishing boats that are installed in the ceilings of buildings, I have yet to know what’s trending out there but I can sense it’s all over the place. I’ll have to go back and figure out how to word this better and correct the grammar.