I went to the doctor’s and a female filling in for him for the Holidays came into the room to check on me and refill my medication. Door closed. I said everything’s okay, refilling my medication and getting my checkup as normal. That’s it, maybe five minutes while she typed on a laptop. I think this is where women spying on my life think this gives them an approval to go take nudes at a photographer with a private photography session, kind of ruined my day seeing the results. I don’t know what else to think. I seem to get the most feedback from when I do something that they want to do something back to upset me, otherwise it seems like I’m the focus of whatever it is they’re doing and focused on all the negativities. This sounds like the boycott the people of the opposite sex movement except for wife, otherwise we’re all doing some sort of competitive cheating on each other battle of the porn stars. Who can come out to look like the bigger cheater out of a situation. I wouldn’t be writing all of this if I didn’t have my Adderall. I’d probably be watching a movie, my fan favorite continue to ignore me while going out with everyone else, posting that she’s out getting drunk at some new bar or club and I don’t know what to say to someone that seems obsessed with me that I’m obsessed with when the communication doesn’t happen so it’s like I’m talking to myself all the time. I don’t like to see her sad. I don’t know why else someone would put that up there like that.
My speakers, headphones are in my storage in Houston and I don’t want to mess with that right now so thought about one of these off-brand headphones that are on black Friday sales. JBL actually seems to be a pretty popular brand and the speakers at the Will Rogers rodeo arena are JBL… I never tried it before, but they got ones on sale for about $20 and earbuds for $10… think I’m going to avoid earbuds for now… earbuds go in the ear, no comment, and I like my over the ear headphones, though I prefer a speaker…
I just slept through most of two days for Thanksgiving and the last few days, I would take my Adderall and fall asleep through it, sleep through my Adderall that’s supposed to wake me up. Umm I said something once comparing two different brands of Adderall and I take that back. It was something about how I thought one made me super horny while the pharmacy switched me to a different type and I thought it was the complete opposite. That happened two years ago. Think I had a small panic attack from my medication being switched to a different brand. That and the pharmacist dropped it on the floor before handing it to me. For days I thought someone tampered with my medication and I was taking something unknown. I think it was all in my mind.
The first month, kind of hectic, getting used to my medication. If I get sleep, I’m perfectly fine. Sometimes I might take one kind of late, and not get enough sleep and so I end up in a very bad mood the next day. Lack of sleep = mix of mad and depression. I don’t think I’m going to ask for an SSRI yet and I’ll keep tabs of my sleep schedule. I also noticed, I take a multi-Vitamin that puts me in a good mood, but if I stop taking my multi-Vitamin it put me in a bad mood sometimes. So it could be that also.
Things to write about:
I could customize my WordPress and make it look umm more cool, custom, colorful… that adds a lot more technical body odor stuff, poetic body odor stuff I have to deal with so I’ve kept it simple and focused on words only. I want to customize it though.
Billyterry.com … I thought to add a page called verified.html and add all the webpages I have on it, give myself verified status on social media because I’m not paying for that and those sites haven’t given me verified status .
The ali body odor thing that follows me around, that I sense people try to use on is complete bullshit and not fair at all and I could totally write my own version of it, for starters, everyone seems to know what I’m doing and I don’t know what you’re doing, it’s like being ALI faggot blind, so to be fair you should poke both of your eyes out right the fuck now. Come be surveillance blind with me before you start making up some stupid whatever it is I’m doing, you’re entitled to because your an obsessed faggot stalker that put yourself in my vicinity to play some sort of ALI faggot bullshit thing.
The Padsplit home.. I have car issues and the hotel I was staying at was taking most of my paycheck but I stayed there to get the hang of the job. Padsplit offered a good deal, I waited a few months at the hotel/motel before trying out the Padsplit. A Padsplit down the road from the hotel became available on the map and the rates were half as much as the motel… and probably a hundred less a week than similar Padsplits in the area. I checked into one, closest to work. First off, two roommates, one with the same last name as me, TERRY, the other with my cousins name, or close to it. Denise. Subliminal message… Dennis the menace, a D “Dick” that’s nice, a D that does Ice, a D that knees, a D something like a Niece. Cousin/Niece same category. Then three more guys move in. One with something similar to my middle name Edward. Justin, happens to be the name of Justin Bieber, one of the social media accounts I get some feedback from on Twitter, that I personally don’t know but hung out with Katy Perry and Taylor Swift, that are two musicians seemed to have wrote a lot of music or sang music wrote by others that’s based of their surveillance of me since forever ago, that I didn’t know was happening, that I also had a crush on but both kind of ignored me when I tried to confront them.. Katy Perry especially that wrote a cease and desist letter when I went to her house. Shane. Some blonde dude from Australia… makes me think of Shawn Mendes, the Canadian guy that ran off with and broke up with Camilla Cabello, and the word HONEY, since I came from Honey Grove and body odor Hunneycutt, the family from Highschool and BoyScouts in Forney that I wrote about were acting like they were trying to adopt us or something, turns out everything went horribly wrong and Robert Hunneycutt, the guy I was paired with in Boy Scouts, turns out he’s a fake friend that had stalked me and used me to their advantage since I was kind of famous from all of this stuff I didn’t know was following me around since the Never Ending Story book, and I’m guessing they knew all about it but didn’t warn me. So this my body odor roommate situation, and I keep to myself because I already sense they have insider information on me and not trying to be best friends with people that stalk me or make my situation kind of wierd without telling me what’s going on with that surveillance shit. There’s also a car at this Padsplit not listed on the app that parks in the driveway and someone in the room next to me that sound like they’re trying to make the ceiling cave in, moving furniture around all night. The ceiling’s literally cracking and popping from whatever you’re doing up there, can you please chill the fuck out.
I’ll go ahead and publish this now and fix the grammar later. I made some posts, I published privately because it was all freewriting and my spelling, grammar, punctuation is all off. I’ll go ahead and make those public also. I’m kind of in this weird situation where it seems like I’m getting setup to be framed so it’s probably better if I post my thoughts though I haven’t spent the time to fix my grammar.