Author: William Terry

There’s this idea that people call a “second life,” that I believe goes way back to when people were primitive compared to today, and we’d all hang around bonfires and tell stories. The stories got kind of complicated with the idea of extraterrestrial entities, GODS. Spirit animals, reincarnation, all sorts of stories. The idea that people move from one existence to another. From earth to heaven or from earth to hell. In Europe there were a lot of stories written about different Gods, sometimes the stories were about real people that were turned into different versions and given superhuman powers. With the movie industry the way it is, and all the content is recorded on film now, when way back it was only written stories and plays, a lot of actors I think have to deal with what they make that effects their normal lives back at home. For example you have an actor in a show that has to act out some love scene and make out with someone, or murder someone as a job and then when they go back home to their normal family, there’s this other existence “second life” idea that probably haunts them where they’re cheating on their real partner, and say that film becomes a hit and is blasted all over the world, their real partner might possibly feel intimidated by that other person on that fake acting scene, because that scene seems to be a lot louder than their own real relationship. So the question comes up on which relationship is the real one? The love scene from the movie that became a hit that the whole world knows about or their real relationship, that not many people know about because it’s kind of private. I’m kind of rambling here about this idea that bugs me. Scientists say there’s a possibility that a lot of alternate realities exist. I’m thinking probably an infinite number of alternate realities where just about anything could be possible. While people might focus on some details about someone’s acting career as possible alternate realities, anyone could basically make anything up and it be something that’s probably happening right now also. There’s this girl when I was in fifth grade that I liked and invited over to my birthday party that kissed me, and I don’t know whatever happened to her because I had to change to a different school and it was in summer and lost touch with everyone I knew back then because I didn’t have these phones everyone has now, or social media so it was a lot more difficult to keep in contact with people. We exchanged rings and got married and all of this theoretical other stuff happened because we played around with the idea and anyone else after her, besides my mom, is an imitation version of her because we didn’t kiss first unless theoretically alternate realities have no time frame, or is warped, so anything other alternate version of the same kind of scenario happened before or at the same time because time doesn’t exist, and theoretically I kissed and married her best friend at the same time, or before we ever met. Compared to a movie actor that acts out a love scene on a film, I actually went to school with and personally knew her in person and I was probably only eleven years old at the time but the same type of scenario is there. What I’m trying to get to is that I sense people hold these made up situations on what could have happened on past relationships against people. It makes it difficult to move on. Christina if you’re out there, I remember that and ho you’re okay. I totally understand why so many Hollywood actors are in and out of relationships so much, that and I believe a lot of their relationships and breakups, divorces, are made up also for extra media attention.

I’ve had a lot of Chevrolets following me around lately and since I was talking about subliminal messages way earlier when I started this journal, I think I’ll go ahead and break the subliminal messages in this one out. This one puts out a lot of messages similar to the refrigerator/refridgerator word. Che (She/He – Che/Church Christians People – Che Chinese People – Che/Charles British People) V (Roman numeral 5 – 5 as a way to refer to police) Rol ( Rule Lord over someone/Rule over someone – Roll Roll of film from recording, Eating/Drinking Rolls Hot Dogs, Can Drinks, Bottled Products – Drugs as in Pills MDMA/Xanax/Fentanyl as a roll, used as a verb to drug people up – Royal), Et (Eat) also ROLET (Roulet as in Russian Roulet, can be misinterpreted as in Suicide or Kamikaze)
———– When put together, some of the main messages I think of first is that people are rolling ETs foreigners to come over and want to drug them up then rule over them at work, something along these lines. With the church focused more in Europe. The idea that the church goes out to help people, then in exchange is considered their boss or supervisor afterwards is a subliminal message in that word also. —— Refridgerator ^_^ Rough Ride Gayer Tour

I was writing about some odd things I noticed about the 9/11/2001 terrorist attacks leading up to the 2020 elections and how I thought, it seems that it was planned in the 70s. I wasn’t accusing anyone in particular over that. There’s not telling who started setting that up, but it seems like a very simple idea to lead up to 2020 the way it did. The stuff involved to make that happen is very complicated……. architects, building contractors, everyone to be so quiet about it for so long, connections with people in the middle east, everyone in the passenger airlines industry to not pay attention to stuff like this playing out, relaxed security at the time…… it seems kind of obvious that people knew this was happening and it was planned out since the 70s.

Today I had to apply for a new replacement for my driver’s license. While I was filling out the paperwork, I notice something I see in other places, where it asks, “Is person 1 of Hispanic, Latino or Spanish origin?” That’s a very specific, “are you Spanish, descended from Spain in Europe,” type of question and what about the other countries in Europe like France or Germany, or British, or Czechoslovakian or anywhere else like Middle Eastern, or Asian, or Russian, or Japanese? Why is this question so specific to people of Spain, which is another country in Europe, kind of next door to France and Italy?

There’s this mole I had when I was little that has it’s own cover band. I’m kind of inspired to start my own band, “The fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, eigth, ninth, and tenth eyed blinds,” since I’m zapping all these cancer spots off lately. Talking about lately, lately I feel like a ho. I’m gonna try to put it in whatever hole I can possibly put it in.

Continuation of my recap since Covid in 2020 that I started here:
November 30, 2025 – ETROYAL
December 2, 2025 – ETROYAL
December 3, 2025 – ETROYAL

I left off at mid 2023. I left Houston for Fort Worth because I wasn’t getting where I thought I was going. I had planned to go to Fort Worth in the first place because I sense those students over there were following me. I spent the summer in Houston, besides working all over the place, setting up and picking up after events, I got to check out some landmark areas. Terry’s Texas Rangers house. The train that travels around the city. Nasa. The zoo. The aquarium. I’m staying at some halfway house off and on right down the road from downtown, so I got to see some of the celebrations that happen there. I didn’t make any personal friends outside of work while I was there. There was this one encounter I had right before I left the Asians house for the halfway house near downtown. I was delivering food for DoorDash to make rent until I found a new job, until kind of late near downtown. Some drunk dude approaches me, says someone stole his car/truck and can’t get home, he was at some bar, something about his dad, his phone disappeared and can’t get ahold of him and he’s trying to get home because he’s been stuck out here all day. Reminds me of Macaulay Culkin. I end up driving him over to his house. I kind of sense that was a pre-planned setup so they could add me as a contact. I had to drive some people out to jobs at the temp agency also if I wanted to land jobs more often, so I kind of had people in my car I was driving around off and on. I don’t know anything about anyone that I had to drive around, I was simply trying to stay alive and afford food at this point. I saw TCU was playing their first game for the new year. It’s September 2023. I don’t have a new car yet. Mine’s getting me around but I’m not having much luck… I hate to say this, but the halfway house had a tick problem so I was paying rent and staying in my car to avoid the ticks and that was kind of depressing. I could write a whole journal entry on ticks btw. I never had to deal with those before, and they start showing up everywhere after Covid. Ticks invaded my car when I was in California and it took me a while to get rid of them. This whole time I got this dj profile that I abandoned in 2019 up on Twitter when I was trippin’ out and I blank out on it. I was part of this historic moment in 2020 and I was tripping out right before it as if I was predicting Covid was about to happen and so I just left that profile sitting there like it was a trophy. The end. What else to do with it? I think leaving it there the way it was that whole time made me situation more difficult because it gave off a “HORROR” story vibe and some people might have had a conspiracy theory that I had something to do with Covid, and so I was targeted for revenge. I think I dealt with a lot of negativities from people because that was there. I’m avoiding horror. It seems like I got pulled into the horror movie franchises without my consent also, so that probably has a lot to do with it also. I watched horror movies a lot growing up….. it’s one thing to watch the shows…. it’s another thing to act the stuff out, and the write the stories and scare people, that kind of comes back to negatively affect you. So it’s September and I drive out to Fort Worth, I left my moped behind because I had no way to transport it and couldn’t afford it. I purchased a new outfit. High fives from some students at the entrance. It was my first time at TCU. Twenty years before this, I did LSD for my first time, right down the road. The frying pan from Dinosaurs hitting me over the head. I have no memory of a school in Fort Worth until three years ago in 2022. I saw demons when I fried my first time. Everyone at the club was morphing into demon, gargoyle like things….. seems to go along with the Frog mascot Addy from TCU and the Dinosaurs character similarities to the mascot. This is one of the reasons why I say I think I was setup my senior year to go along with these stories people wrote and why I unfriend all my friends. I have another theory also, was that the 9/11 attack was known ahead of time, and that our country would be going to war a lot before the 2020 elections and so if I did LSD I would skip the draft if it got that bad. Either that or an assassination attempt. When I was 18, I’d never considered doing drugs or anything, and I didn’t know what LSD was. It seems like right before I’m about to graduate high school at the top of my class, everything went off in a different direction and I’m not allowed at my house, having to stay at friends houses, hang on to a job because I was supposed to be out of the house already as an adult, to there’s space in an rv down the street from my mom’s house I can rent out space from, from some Mexican dude, while I finish my senior year off. Free drugs also. Clubs. Raves. Weed. Exos. LSD. Xanax. Coke. Heroin. Mushrooms. Adderall. Meth. This is the start of where I believe I was targeted and setup/framed to be the poster child of the terrorist movement, anti-tan people, anti-foreigners… particularly anti-foreigners that are tanned, Mexicans, South Americans, Middle Eastern, Muslims, Africans with the Twin Towers attack right after I got drowned out with drugs because that includes drug smugglers also. This is the perfect example of Gas Lighting, which is a word I was talking about in a different journal entry. The Twin Towers were built to be destroyed how they were. I was associated with Trump for whatever reason, whereas my mom is from Mexico, and his wife is from Czechlovokia. The Twin Tower, “terrorists” were hired as a demolition crew as an inside job from the U.S. maybe with an agreement that it would open up trade later on with Muslim countries instead of with South America or who knows what but the main thing is the timing to classify people as terrorists, particularly tan people: Mexicans, South Americans, Middle Eastern, Muslims, Africans in a very loud way before the 2020 elections to have a President elected that saves everyone from those terrorists, when it was actually all setup as an inside job beforehand. I got off topic here. I went to Fort Worth. I worked at the temp agency there. The same Temp Agency from Houston. Worked around town for the city of Fort Worth at the Convention Center before and after parties and at Will Rogers. The group of students from TCU that kind of double over with name’s that I’d kept up with didn’t seem interested in meeting me so I’m kind of off and on interested in what they’re up to. Claire posted something about getting hired on as an intern in Austin at a place in New York, because she took off to Austin when I got to Fort Worth. It kind of sounds like a variation of me in Houston when the city worker told me about the temp agency. The Love Shack Fancy place approach her in Austin to tell her about the internship. This the start of where she left for New York. I got to meet a lot of people around Texas while I was working the temp agency in Fort Worth, which was kind of cool. That place Will Rogers is popular with schools. My car started acting up and it was overheating. I’m making trips back and forth to Honey Grove to see mom, and working the temp agency. It’s a two hour drive from Fort Worth and Honey Grove. It’s pretty close. I’m not having much luck in Fort Worth. I don’t know where to rent that I can afford, and the jobs are off and on and my cars breaking down so I’m taking the bus when I can. I had some job offers back in Honey Grove and so I got hired on at one of those. Finally a job closer to where I was in the first place but I’m back in Honey Grove where I have nowhere to live. I heard later on there’s some apartments there I could rent but they have a log waiting list. I’m sleeping on the couch at mom’s place, that I’d helped her move into that was the surveillance stuff everywhere, that I’d never quite noticed anywhere else before but at this point I’d noticed something like this all over the place in Houston and Fort Worth and the feedback I was getting from it on social media. Somewhere around this time’s when I’d thought about that game Batman: Arkham Knight I’d played off and on since 2019 with that see through walls tech so my conspiracy theory ideas going all over the place. I don’t know what to think about that. There’s live spy cameras that I’ve seen before and thought were the main thing hidden everywhere, then there’s that see through walls thing. I’m back where I was at moms, where I’d just lost my job, was trippn’ out about the place bugged out with spy gear, checked into a doctor because I couldn’t hold down a job, recovering from the California trip where Katy Perry told me to never talk to her again and my dog had his balls chopped off, had ten grand in savings, lost ten grand in savings after I met Claire/Claire on Instagram and blew it all on some Asian family in Houston and a Moped and an iPhone that overheat and broke while I was on a mountain of trash at a landfill. I’m probably at November 2013 now, sometime near Christmas my car broke down halfway between Fort Worth and Honey Grove. Someone from a church I went to got me back over to Honey Grove and the car back over to moms place but it was pretty much out of service and I had got hired on at a new place in Bonham that was 45 minutes out. Until I had my car going again, I had to pay to get to work and back. New job building exercise equipment at a place that rents out warehouse space. The place I was assigned to had four of us assembling exercise equipment and packaging them up while orders were coming in on the holidays. It was kind of odd, because my coworker had the same name. William and William. The other guy that was new also had the same name as the other worker that had worked there for a while. John and John. They basically taught me how to build these arm exercise machines that kind of look like gun turrets for a few months and then said they didn’t need me anymore. I got the idea those two coworkers knew a lot about me already. Well while I was there, I got drugged up while I was at work. The coffee there got spiked with something similar to THC. Someone broke into my car and laced a drink I had in it also, while I was at work, surprised me after work. I think I can consider this another one of my doubles because I wanted to be in robotics and it so happens right down the road a robotics company opens up shop and hires a Billy and a John from Dallas and Mexico to build these machines with a supervisor from New York and when I get assigned there looking for work I basically just get the cold shoulder and some run around joke episode. How else to think about this to be more not negative sounding? I’m making a guest appearance at my own alternate reality episode at a job site. Billy and John. That’s very BJ, E.T. and the Military. That’s a triple! I haven’t put much thought into this until now. I’m somewhere around April 2024 now and go without work for a while.

There’s something very weird, coincidental about the timing of Ivana Trump, moving from Montreal, Canada to New York in 1976/1977 to meet Donald Trump, the same year my mom moved from Mexico to Texas to meet my dad, I also noticed they both have the name Maria/Marie similarities. Some similarities between they’re family was kind of tripping me out a few times. Timing’s also when the Neverending Story book was written. Eric Trump born right after me, about the same time as Harry Windsor, with the E.T. similarity, the Rick name similarity and the timing of the movie Copper Mountain with Jim Carey, when he was born. I never studied their family much because I didn’t aspire to be a private investigator or a politician, (I take that back, maybe when I was 10 or so and heard that a lot of Presidents are Eagle Scouts, I had that fantasy about it.), though in 2016 I was kind of supporting Hillary at the time because one thing I hear a lot about Boy Scout’s and as an Eagle Scout was that we help the women cross the road, as a figure of speech, and Bill Clinton signed my certificate in the 90s when I finished that program, so I kind of relate to them. I was trying to get into the tech industry, with robotics before everything went to ****. I think since I was in the Scouting program since 1990 or so people thought I might actually go for politics, I just never got into it.

I added some more titles:

Full Metal Jacket in 1987 with Gunnery Sergeant Hartman acted out with Ronald Lee Ermey as a double I added to my doubles collage image collection.

Major Payne 1995 with Benson Payne acted out with Damon Wayans as another double I added to my doubles image collection.

I added Austin Powers a while back but today added the characters from that movie that Mike Myers acted out: Austin Powers, Dr. Evil and Mini Me to my doubles collection.

I kind of noticed in some of these movies like Full Metal Jacket, Gnry Srgt Hartman goes of yelling insults at everyone, so that’s a way over exaggerated version of me… maybe on a very bad day. I wrote about that show the Dinosaurs yesterday, Baby Sinclair, one of my doubles, has a moment where it snaps and keeps hitting Earl Sinclair in the head with a frying pan. That’s way exaggerated. I think the frying pan scene from this show might have kickstarted what I was talking about a few months ago on how I sense looking back at all of this now, in a whole new view, I felt as if I was targeted with LSD later on in something I called an assassination attempt. Frying is a term used for people that did LSD…. so there’s that. I think a lot of this has to do with the 2020 elections that were still thirty years away from when these shows were made.

I listed Wednesday to my movies list https://etroyal.com/etroyalchainreactionvoodoodollthingie/ and also listing Uncle Fester to my list of doubles, acted out by Fred Armisen after watching the scene where he makes out with Louis in Season 2. Freddy Kruger association and Luz my mom’s name association.

This posts all about a 90s show called Dinosaurs about a family of Dinosaurs called the Sinclairs
Earl Sinclair (Earl Sinclair is another one of my doubles, basically a parody of me when I was 9 years old and had to help raise my younger siblings that were born, so this show made me out to be a father figure)
Earl Sinclair
Mak Wilson – Face
Bill Barretta – Body
Stuart Pankin – Voice

My doubles wife
Fran

My doubles children (the most notable is Baby Sinclair, the others are made up names with names that effect me later on. To give the illusion of me acting out as a dad raising a bunch of children, that are actually my other half siblings that aren’t born yet. As a ten year old, I was expected to baby sit and play something like a dad role quite a lot.)

Baby Sinclair
(In my opinion is also another one of my doubles, inspired by the E.T. the Extraterrestrial look, while Earl is inspired by a T-Rex from Jurassic Park that was trending at the time. It also doubles over as my half siblings at the time that were born ten years younger than me. The most memorable scene from the show is Baby Sinclair always beating Earl Sinclair on the head with a frying pan and saying, “Not the mama!”)

Baby Sinclair
Kevin Clash – Voice
Kevin Clash – Body
John Kennedy – Eyes
Terri Harden – Arms
Julianne Buescher – Arms

I had a dog French kiss me, practically shoved her tongue down my mouth, up my nose, in my ears, reverse cowgirl, humping me. I wasn’t expecting that. Someone I thought I was to avoid is raping me on the sofa, in other words. Wednesday marathon on T.V., I have some catching up to do. Spent new years in downtown S.A. for the first time with countdowns and all. I suddenly felt very naked again ending this last year, since I had my clothes thrown out and I’m making up for that here almost a year later. But that’s okay I’m share all my nudes with ya’ll, y’all can feel naked with me also. I don’t know if my porn star cam boy things is going to play out, it’s worth a try. Trying to be independent here so I can buy a house that I can invite my girl friend over too.

I wrote some journal entries about how some people kept showing up on my social media feeds that passed away that sound associated with things going on with my life and started noticing this trend happening right before covid. This is ongoing and since I last talked about this. I’ve seen a lot of these people but it’s too many to keep up with. I was last writing about this when I went to get my new driver’s license, and for whatever reason I drove out to Kerrville, just outside of San Antonio, an hour away when I could have done this in town, but Kerrville was the fastest place that I could set an appointment instead of showing up randomly. Then a few days later that huge flood happened and all those campers passed away in Kerrville. Since then, a few other people made the rounds. There were some shootings, murders, suicides. Today, the final day of the year, to top it off, Jill Biden’s ex-husband’s (William/Bill) wife Linda passed away at 64 (suicide? homicide?). That’s quite a coincidence because that’s the name of my ex-fiancée that I never quite got back into dating again since fifteen years ago. I saw this article trending in the news today and didn’t know Mrs. Biden was previously married. Bill and Linda. What a coincidence! That wraps up the year. Happy New Years Everyone!

The collage of some of the people that in my opinion double over as me in some form or other with word associations, similar stuff, or appeared around the same time when I was experiencing something similar in connection with the character… you might notice some drag queen stuff… that probably was inspired by the E.T. the Extraterrestrial scene where they dress him up like a girl, that and my connection with Scottish Kilts, that look like women’s skirts. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1pyMNsaWw2bwF-Lyt0HFdNKvMcrwSqhlD/ My collage is a rough draft; I’m hoping to find better quality images to work with to run it through an A.I. imager. Anyways, while I was doing this, the Donny Darko with the rabbit Frank that gets killed later on, (which sounds a lot like my great-great-great grandfather’s name Frank that first moved to the U.S. from Canada)… yeah the imagery from that and the cover art of Bubble Boy and Who Framed Roger Rabbit, when I was graduating high school (Rabbit’s my high school mascot btw also), right before the 9/11/2001, look very similar. Who Framed Roger Rabbit, Donnie Darko, Bubble Boy. It also looks oddly similar to the E.T. scene where he’s on the bicycle going across the moon also. I learned that Bubble Boy was inspired by an earlier movie, The Boy in the Plastic Bubble 1976, about a kid named Tod from Houston, Texas, that travels to New York… (the Tod… Twoo Tower association) something about a lot of the names tied to that movie that was made at the time the World Trade Center, Twin Towers in New York were built. Then Bubble Boy that was inspired from it, that has an airplane scene flying into New York, and Donnie Darko with an airplane that crashed into the house at the beginning. It’s difficult to say this, but I get the idea that the Twin Towers were built to be destroyed the way they were and my conspiracy theory is that was planned for the 2020 elections, and to put blame on foreigners, particularly tanned people of color right before the elections by labeling them as terrorists when it was actually planned out beforehand, and the terrorists were hired by the people that planned to rig the 2020 elections. Before the elections, I don’t know what I have to do with that, I think some people may have thought I would have ran for office in 2020 and considered me a threat. I sensed this thing from people that placed a lot of pressure on me when I was growing up. That I was an illegal or that someone else was taking my place, as if I’m potentially a fraud, fake person, and someone is acting as me. Or after the 2001 attack, that I was possibly a terrorist, or associated with Bin Laden as if Bin Laden was another one of my doubles, which I should add to that collage. Now I find out I’m one of the most famous people in the world, and everyone knows who I am, and everything about me, so I was listening to a ton of lies from everyone.

The World Trade Center (Twin Towers) – David Rockefeller 1970s

The Boy in the Plastic Bubble – 1976 ( Tod, inspired by  David Vetter and Ted DeVita )

The Neverending Story – 1979 ( the building has lots of stories, white flags on main characters to save the land from the nothing darkness)

2001 – Donnie Darko/Bubble Boy (The Boy in the Plastic Bubble) movies released right before terrorist attack.

2001 – World Trade Center – Terrorist Attack – Put all the blame on people of color label them as terrorists.

2020 – Scottish, blondish, white icon associated with lots of buildings runs for president to save everyone from the dark people of color, terrorists.

I forgot to mention something I picked up a couple of months ago that works okay, it’s become a hobby during my free time also, I found a laser pen that removes skin spots like moles. I saw some videos on YouTube on people using this particular one, so I gave it a try and found it on sale for about $40. I was able to remove several moles from my arm and face and some other skin spots. I was surprised; the moles dry up and rub off like a pimple would back when I had acne. I’ve taken several before and after pictures on spots I’ve removed so far.

Kind of quiet lately because my last job assignment couldn’t deal with me anymore and chickened out of having me as an employee where I thought I was actually being considered as hired on perm from a temp agency because it seem like the place revolved around me to the point that everyone they were hiring remind me of people I’ve known from the past and the way stations were setup also make me think of a something like a pentagram a witch would setup to cast a hex on someone, that person being me… but anyways once I started catching on to this, then also got on my med that made some of my anxiety go away so I started talking back to everyone and writing all this, they chicken out and so had to be reassigned to some other job and unfortunately went without a few days pay and my holiday pay went away so it put me on the spot for Christmas when I was planning to go see my mom in North Texas. To make up for the lost pay I’ve taken up preparing to jump into the adult entertainment industry and worked on my OnlyFans profile. http://,,,,,,,,,onlyfans,,,,,,,,,,,,,,.com/wettttttttttt