Author: William Terry

What to write about today… I wrote earlier to someone that I was writing this book and it seems like everyone wants to be a part of it. I’m going at this like a journal and writing things down as I can think of them. This is my journal thing and sometimes… well a lot of times, I don’t use proper grammar on here because I like to write a lot more than I do correcting all my grammar and this is more like freewriting whatever’s on my mind, except I do delete some of my worst mistakes while I’m writing on here… this is my journal and I don’t have to have proper grammar if I don’t want to. Earlier I was writing a message to someone and made the mistake of texting without correcting my grammar, the habit of freewriting on here, made me accidentally write to someone on a social media platform informally… I have to watch out for that… what to write about. This is very informal. So I’m at this job sorting mail… this is one of the most frustrating things… There’s these mail carts designed by Uline, that people like to flip over on the ground because sorting mail at one with another person is very confrontational, instead of taking turns bowing to gather up mail from the bottom of the cart when it’s empty, people like to flip them over and squat down to pick up the mail while the carts toppled over on the floor. It makes me think of someone trying to run an obstacle course. The carts get all torn to pieces. Mail lands on the floor. Usually only one person that chooses to do that, when there’s two people sorting at one cart, so there’s this revenge sort of thing vibe that lingers around because that person that chose to topple over the carts and throw all the mail on top of the side of the cart like it’s a table for the other person, is bowing for the other person that doesn’t have to do it. I never asked anyone to do that in the first place, so I don’t have to pay anyone back for doing that. So the night time manager from Arizona that hangs out with this dude who both have names of some complete strangers that I recognize from a video game a while back, which is weird af and one of the reasons this jobs feels like I’m being framed, and they both come at me with the cart flip thing, then come at me later on like I’m supposed to bow down and do something in return, to pay them like ordering me to pick up mail from the floor, or pick up something someone dropped so the cameras at work which are filming live can show everyone she has that advantage over me because she’s night time manager. (wants to say lots of mean things here, and leave me alone) Then some new dude shows up with tats on his legs, skull and gemini tats from Kansas, with a Kansas city Chiefs hat… The skull and gemini tats… I was born in June…. I have a skull tat that I’ve finishing removing that I got when I was being stupid one day fifteen years ago… sounds like some sort of lookalike fan person or something… Taylor Swift/Travis Kelce fan that showed up to mess me up or something… It’s too coincidental. You stink like cigarettes because you keep smoking outside and people won’t shut up at work about it because this job’s confrontational and we have to work in each other’s face. I personally like working a cart by myself. So all this mail gets sorted out between A’s, C’s and D’s that creates an alphabetical scenario crisis thing of it’s own… with the corporate manager’s name on the D’s, overdose D… Dallas… Double U… Donald… DJ…. DG…. that TCU sorority that had a fan group thing around me that I try to say hello to but actually completely ignore me… that has me trippin out… I’m gonna go off on TCU pretty soon. There’s the C’s… that happens to coincide with the initials of this girl I like that took off to New York that I try to talk to come back over here. The one mail sort for Houston is on the A’s, these two people the night manager, dude she drive around with keep trying to create a scenario with me at this one mail sort because they must know I’m from Houston. I don’t know who set all of this up to create a drama scenario with me however I don’t appreciate it. The job I can handle, the drama name associations… I don’t appreciate that. What else to write about…. I moved into a new place! I signed up for some co-living thing so I can afford to fix my car situation… so first thing after moving here… new roommates have the same name as my last name and my cousins…. around the corner from my job… weird… yeah, I feel like I’m being followed by everyone. I don’t know what else to say. Since I’m sorting a lot of medical mail at work… I went and got back on my adderall after being sober for over a year… thought about asking about getting back on an ssri… if they can both work together… idk… have to ask… I don’t know what everyone expect out of me…. buy a gun and kill everyone. Let’s all do meds! It’s what I’m having to bow to all day, every day, is all these people doing medications.

It’s Halloween… I don’t have a costume. My dinosaur costume from last year’s in Honey Grove. I have a lot more to say but I will keep it simple.

I was on two years sober, and minding my own business, going to work… working on the app I was working on and finished it and got it up on the app store. I can say I did that sober and I was doing okay… probably just didn’t write as much as I do now…. blah blah blah talk talk talk… on on adderall… type type type. When I was sober here lately I was dealing with following me around while I’m driving it seem like, trying to wreck into me all the time. Now I’m on prescription medication drugs and it seem like all that stop, not noticing it so much. One thing that this med does that I appreciate the most is that it stops the racing thoughts I had from an overload of people following me around when I’m driving… I have no idea what that was… my conspiracy theories thoughts were going nuts and I want to kill everyone because I sense people trying to get rid of me. Pisses me off. No I’m not trying to sale my medication to anyone, stay away from me, I’m not going to jail over something stupid. I want a beer. This is very loud. I wanted to write about beer. You ever notice that the beer stores… alcohol, liquor stores… usually all have cameras surveillance all pointed at everyone that buys alcohol, and now the attendants run peoples ID cards, not just to check a birthdate, they basically scan it in other words to tell the police, hey this person is buying alcohol. When they leave the store, you can write them a ticket. Isn’t that in a way the same as framing someone. Liquor stores say, I’m selling you alcohol, which is the same as a drug, then I’m calling the police and telling them I sold it to you. First thing that happen when I got on my med, want to play video games, picked up my broken laptop that’s got broken lcd screen, basically decapitated, and hardware problems that I was going to put aside because anyone can break into this thing unlike my phone that stays on me, and had to get a security camera incase anyone run in and try to run off with it again. And I still don’t feel safe using this thing, like it’s bugged out all to hell… I grew up using Windows, but I’m not in a position to buy a new computer… and picked up WoW and ran the character off a cliff basically. Sober Billy that’s working on stuff versus drugged up Billy that runs around killing stuff in video games. I’m still debating on trying to work on anything under the influence… or just play video games… another things… I’m not spending as much money on food so that’s adding up because foods expensive af now adays… play video games until I come up with something on a reliable car.

Following along on the World of Warcraft storyline that I was writing about the other day… so there’s an expansion that came out in 2014 where the characters get to work on a fort and command characters like a board game. Turn based game also. I remember at this time my backpacks were overloaded. Too much stuff to sort through… reward items… it’s getting to the point that everything has to be deleted from storage to continue the game and make room for items from new quests… the game mechanics were getting complicated… I never got to finish this line of questing and end up skipping a lot to the new expansion. This fort is like having a personal home in a way… so I ran back over there and sent the character I have checking out the quests… Noticing some things in the quest line that sound like things I’m seeing going on now… one of the things about the game story line is they got the characters killing both guys and women… so the characters look like wife beaters if people are watching this like tv… majority of the people on here are women I think tho… here’s a screenshot of something kind of controversial
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1_gP_4STmTP2Z2h43dzQ2pAULeZOKALgd
The character’s supposed to kill a woman in purple named Challe, next to the Fort, and kill a guy named Weldon and collect his decapitated head and return it to the fort?

I got to go to the Dia de los Muertos parade in downtown SA that was pretty cool. Before that I was having a horrible day… This journal blog has turned into a place where I complain about everything so I kind of went off on my last post because I was having a horrible day on top of that. Instead of trying to be all polite… I’m thankful for everything… growing up to be fourty and realizing all my friends up to then seem fake, and everyone’s been lying to me forever. I appreciate it a lot. Life is great. I love it.

WHat to write about. It’s almost the end of October. It’s almost Halloween. I’m in San Antonio working at a temp agency at a job that is not temp to hire. Sorting medical mail for an insurance company. LOTS of medical mail. Was working lots of overtime at first. Lots of medication type mail. Sounds like I’m playing the maracas all day. Work environment kind of hectic sometimes. People throwing mail everywhere. Mail flying everywhere. Since it’s a temp job at a temp agency, everyone kind of posts up and fakes a position to look important. I’ve watched a lot of new people work there then leave already. What’s upsetting me is people starting to bark orders at me. Or throw mail on the floor expecting someone else to pick up after them. First thing I noticed at the job was a lot people had names that I was familiar with from some other time… reminds me of this scenario I’m dealing with, with a group of friends at a school from North Texas, with names of people I’m used to… not sure what to consider this. Some fan person that’s trying to associate people in work groups, school groups with people that I know? Anyways that’s kind of weird. I’m in San Antonio and I don’t know anyone except my aunt and cousin. Aunt that basically told me to never talk to her again after I got the job… so I’m staying in some motel down the street from work. Mom’s in Honey Grove with my dog that I can’t see because that black dude that I didn’t recognize at first but happen to have a tire shop that I went to once and was then the lawn mower guy for the housing my mother stayed at, made a big deal about me buying a tire online and was trying to write my car a ticket and stick it on the windshield when I flipped out on him need to go back to Africa and leave mom alone. . Bull surveillance apartment ghetto drunks and pot smokers trying to get my mother all messed up and deported, need to take yourself back to Africa and your European asses back to Europe and leave use the fuck alone. So I’m in San Antonio and I got to see the tower in downtown… reminds me of the ball restaurant building in Dallas. . . had a relapse of a bad memory. Corrupt ass cop motherfucker. Corrupt ass government. SPeaking of government… this is very confusing… since I got into WoW lately… which has the King of Stormwind (aka the King of Britain) on the Blue side, that that faction is kind of focused on, and I used to think the opposite when compared to real political parties where the Blue side, Democrats and the red are the Republicans. I thought Republicans were more European based… whereas the Democrats were more for native people. The idea of Republican “Conservative” values focused on stuff like Christianity which is a religion that is based around Europe, with things like the Catholic Church and the pope being based in Italy and the Bible being a book that was written in Israel… instead of “Conservative” values like Native Americans with PowWows. That’s kind of confusing. The Democrats are more open to immigration policies… that’s definitely not “Conservative.” It seems like the Democrats have more people of color… that’s relatable because I’m tanned somewhat, but then I realize the people are from countries all over the place not just South America, for everyone they let in from South America, they’re also letting in people from everywhere else also. In 2016, I tripped out over the border wall… it’s more of a fence than a wall… it does seem one sided versus open borders with Canada and the president flying over to the U.K. to meet and greet with the King of England, while we fire off eff you England fireworks every July 4th. doesn’t make sense. The same king that started this William/Harry naming thing that set all this focus on me and complicated my life but put me in the spotlight… that I didn’t know I was in until lately… speaking of King William. The future King of England… since I’m in San Antonio now… one thing I noticed studying this place is near downtown there’s an area of town called King William neighborhood place thing… I researched this the other day and it was named after some King from Germany from before the Nazis and the Holocaust and the monarchy thing ended there. Since I have this body odor King of England, King William body odor following me around… I’d like to make a note that I don’t know any of these people. I’m not trying to be European ass king of Europe in Turtle Island… which is called America by the Europeans who called it that after the guy that rediscovered America after Christopher Columbus rediscovered America that was discovered by the people that already lived here.

I picked up on World of Warcraft… a game I started playing when I was right after high school that became very popular. I added their social media to see what they’re up to because I used to be hooked on this game before all the expansions came out and it got complicated and more expensive than I could afford sometimes. Ever since I started putting together this list, I thought something about the naming sounds familiar… WoW… W oW… W is in William, I can relate to that… Wa rcraft… Rc sounds like my half sister’s initials… a FT… my sister can relate to that… then the companies name is Blizzard… it sounds, or looks like Bli… Billy can relate to that… zz, put things to sleep, there’s a lot of killing in the game… idk something along those lines… When World of Warcraft first came out, everyone was talking about it on the internet so I bought it and jumped in, before that I’d never heard of Warcraft. I started off with a Human Warrior because I didn’t know anything about the races or game mechanics or anything because it was new. This character, the Warrior’s voice, is sounds like Patrick Stuart, the captain of the Starship Enterprise from Startrek. My half bro can relate to that. Back then I didn’t give it any thought, played the game. I thought of myself and my life circumstances being not so loud… that I wasn’t the center of some controversy, or famous, or anything like that. Surrounded by a lot of coincidences. The Warcraft series started off in 1994, before World of Warcraft the online rpg version came out, that’s about the time my half sis was born and shows like Dinosaurs came out, with the Earl T guy and the Dinosaur fam Sinclair’s. The Warcraft 1 storyline sounds a lot like it’s influenced by things going on in my life at that time, with naming of characters and so on. Warcraft was created a team of people from California, particularly Mike Morhaim. I hadn’t ready the storyline on Warcraft 1 because I picked up at World of Warcraft and wasn’t aware of it. Writing this down for now to make a note of it.

Finally got some internet for my laptop so I can type normally… also I had to log back onto World of Warcraft to fix some things… Had this idea that since I had played a Hunter character, the Hunter character has the ability to have pets to use to hunt with. Well, this is all good if the game were more anonymous and all but now that my view on privacy has changed… this poses a problem… it’s like a character hanging on to slaves. It might seem harmless because it’s a video game and if it were anonymous there wouldn’t be a problem but since this is louder than I thought… people with names similar to the characters pets would haunt me in my normal life because they associate with a pet from that game that’s running off to battle and such. Having to clean that mess up. There’s also another thing I was thinking of the other day… Probably one of the first 3dish type games I played, and first computer games was a game called Ultima, with a top down view like a lot of dungeons and dragon games, that I played off and on when I was ten years old or so… the storyline revolved around solving a murder mystery and working for a guy called Lord British, basically the King of England. At the time, I was into the game because it’s got fighting, and weapons, and dungeons and the graphics were cool. I didn’t think about this but the working for Lord British is kind of throwed off. Complete opposite of the meaning of the July, 4th celebrations and American Independence. It was probably developed in the U.K. or something. Before I purchased my own computer at 16, there were a couple of games I got to play from time to time, that and Sid Meyer’s Colonization, and AOL chat rooms… ohh and Sim Tower. Where was I going with this…. I’m totally free writing right now. World of Warcraft. It’s divided into two factions the Alliance and the Hoard. The blue and the red team. I didn’t think about politics when I first joined that game when it first came out… or that the Alliance team revolves around a city called Stormwind that resembles or gives off the vibe of England with Castles and a King… with a throwed off storyline where characters run around working for the King of that city. The game was new back then, so it was more like I just jump in and start playing. The other faction that opposes the Alliance, the red team, the Hoard are made out to be darker with Undead, Trolls, Tauren (Bull people), Miniature elves, whereas the Alliance had taller elves, that revolves around the city of the Undead. Undercity.

I wasn’t raised to think about the monarchy in England… I didn’t pay attention to this in video games too much, and a lot of games have a story line about a Knight going off to do quests, imitation of Knights from Europe from medieval times, it’s a general story line to go off and fight monsters and dragons… umm the William and Harry naming thing that I was made of aware of lately made me think of this. Thought I’d make a note of it, so people know what to watch out for.

For the record… I’m hosting this blog site at Hostinger (hostinger.com). If anyone from England, U.K. Territories, Canada, Australia need a webhost, it works “Great.” Since the William, Harry naming is probably one of the most popular, focused, entertainment things that put me on the spotlight, thought I’d throw all of this up here, on a Great Britain, England, UK webhost.

Imagine you land a new job and you start to notice something awkward about all your coworkers names. Let’s say it’s only a team of ten people you work with. The names of your coworkers are names of something kind of off like that girl that dumped you in highschool, and the name of someone else is the name of the person she dumped you for, then another coworker’s name’s some stalker person that used to message you all the time on the internet, or the name’s immediate family members that you happen to be dissociated from. It’s not exactly a work environment I’m particularly thrilled with. You know that guy you’re wife  goes off to talk to when you’re at work, how  about they stick someone with the same name as him, and look, in the cubicle behind you at the office? For this reason I’m not trying to make friends with anyone because this is very awkward. I don’t know anyone at my job outside of work where we simply sort some mail. I do my job and get out of there.

 

I haven’t posted in a while… I said the purpose of this journal was to write down all the surveillance stuff that has made it’s way into the entertainment industry focused on me that I wasn’t aware of until these last few years… William Terry’s journal thing, helooooo everyone… I was overloaded with negative thoughts lately so I drew some cartoons I posted on Twitter, then went to go see a doctor and the thoughts are quiet.

The Neverending Story
I got to thinking about this Neverending Story movie lately, drawing cartoons about all this to pass time. Unlike the movie E.T. which I probably only watched a couple of times as a child and never thought of again until nearly 2020 when I started piecing all this together, I watched the Neverending quite a lot when I was younger. Digging into the history of this movie, it’s based off a book written in Germany at the time my parents got married. The timing and the names in the book are too coincidental. I get the idea this guy had insider foreign spy type information on my dad in Houston (this is only 20 years after U.S. occupation of Germany from World War 2), and he was getting married to a Mexican (who looks dressed in native American clothing on her passport from the 70s, Pocahontas). Used this as inspiration for the names Bastian/Atreyu and included the word “Story” in the title, similar to the last name of a fam that married into the Terry fam at some point at my Grandfather’s line. I get the idea the author was forecasting, dad’s getting married. Native American kids, maybe soon in the likeness of Bastian/Atreyu to appeal to younger audiences. With racial undertones… a blackness that’s taking over with dark aggressive creatures. Places focus on a child Empress that the boys have to cure from an illness to save everyone from the dark black nothingness. Then right after I was born, the book gets turned into a movie.

I’ll just hang out over here by myself, with my three Cher fans, and send myself motivational texts on how awesome I am, and not a complete non-existent person, that’s not worth chatting with

Everything’s going good as far as work to pay bills off. Lately, I’ve noticed an unusual amount of weird traffic scenarios around me that reminds me of situations I’ve noticed in other cities where I sense a con job setup where people might be trying to create a wreck that can be classified as the other person’s fault so they can run off with insurance money. Stalkers. I literally only drive a mile out to work so this is kind of ridiculous. Friend of mine at work noticed a white truck following them around after work and called the police.

ONCE UPON A TIME KILL BILL FAGGOT FUCK YOU

Things to write about… the cannibal menu portfolio idea doesn’t sound so appetizing and probably backfire, just an idea to get revenge because I can’t afford a million dollar Hollywood entertainment lawyer and no one’s offering to represent me from identity thieves. If worst comes to worst, I’ll call everyone out in their social medias calling them all faggots until they block me. Or I get a hot Hollywood celeb gf like Sydney Sweeney that tells me everything’s okay ands I just forget about everything, otherwise she on my radar also as of lately and I saw my first Sydney Sweeney movie yesterday Immaculate and my conspiracy theory on her still on the defense, complete stranger and the clocks ticking on a reply on my dms, just saying

I have an appointment to remove this tattoo that I got after a quote from a Tattoo shop that I saw first that does laser removal, coincidence, Twisted tattoo on Patricia street, where I’m greeted by Robin, Ashley and Denise is the one appointed to do the surgery… yall