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Quiet day yesterday, I had $1 to spend and went without breakfast, lunch, or dinner. Got on a ticket at Will Rogers. Looks like everyone’s setting up for a new events this week. Work went by fairly fast, cleaning an area for cattle. Got paid and breakfast! Fueled up and drove a team out to a landfill site for the temp agency. Picking up loose trash around the fill, similar to walking a highway and picking up along the sides for community service. I was asked to drive some people out. Put on the spot like, I have to drive my car and people out or it’s my job conversation I want to avoid. That being said, I don’t know these guys in my car are, I just drove them out. One dude out here dropped their phone like it broke and ask to call from mine to see if it still ring cause the screen wasn’t coming on. No idea who these people other than they work at the same temp agency

Interesting things I learned recently doing some research on these people from the entertainment industry that shadow me. Well starting off with Stephen Spielberg, I found out he’s Jewish and he has a lot of family on social which I had no idea about. As far as Jewish goes, I don’t know anything about being a Jew, but thank you for your consideration. I believe it’s a religion. According to this DNA test I did in 2021, it says i’m 2% Jew, whatever that means. If that’s enough to claim citizenship in Israel, I don’t know. I never had friends that were Jewish, so I really don’t sense I have much of a connection with that. In 2019, right before Covid hit, and before I knew this E.T. movie was about me (though I’d been a fan of it for some time), I had psychotic episode that made me output a lot of anti-semetic writing. I guess there’s been a lot of Jew stuff circling me since this movie. I am unable to find any social online journal, or anything from Stephen Spielberg but I have found some of his family, along with a lot of other people that contributed to all this:

https://x.com/i/lists/1898114437623533828

Most everyone seems to have an Instagram, however that platform doesn’t have a way to make list so I’ll just add all the accounts to keep up with on here:

https://www.instagram.com/sashaspielberg
https://www.instagram.com/sawyerspielberg
https://www.instagram.com/destryallyn
https://www.instagram.com/max.spielberg
Hellllooooo Spielberg family! Well some of it
Well Sasha Spielberg seems to be the most active, with band Buzz Lee… I think that’s a take on my name Buzz, like a Bee and Lee, Billy. Haha I get, you’re so creative. You must get it from your dad. E.T. BuzzLee

I also found Drew Barrymore on IG, that happens to run around with my Voodoll E.T.
https://www.instagram.com/drewbarrymore

I spent most of the day listening to music to add to my chain reaction list post. I’m still kinda wowed, that there’s so much content. It’s very weird, knowing people have been spying on me and writing all this stuff. So yeah, I compared it to reading a gossip magazine about celebrities, with hints hidden in people’s work of arts, music, movies, shows. Except unlike famous people with paparazzi, they usually tend to be rich and mainstream famous tv personalities. I’m not a famous pop star singer with millions or billions of dollars. It’s the other way around and these famous musicians and movie directors tying me into their works like they’re the paparazzi and they’re stalking me. I’m like this poor dude, i grew up in a trailer park. dysfunctional family… i currently live in my car.
I don’t have money or work to give people, and I’m famous, so this is where I think people would try to get what they can from me, by framing me or trying to inject themselves into my story like someone gonna write about this some day. I’ll take the initiative and write about this myself now that I know what’s been going on. Kind of know. The main thing seems to be the state of surveillance in the U.S seems to be very public to a lot of people..

How did these people from way back when I was born, know anything about me? This is before the internet was popular like it is now and before everyone has these cell phones, which just became a huge thing a little over ten years ago. These are people on the other side of the world, in other countries. A lot of it seems to be from the entertainment industry in California. Hollywood. This is in the 1980s…

It took me a few years to kind of understand what was going on

Going from, I have complete privacy when I’m in a room by myself, to no privacy and most of my life’s been livestreamed. I kind of died

It’s cold in the mornings. It made it to the freezing point today. I had to dethaw before I could move.

It’s funny, I actually plan how I park so the side with the good fender faces in the direction where people might look the most. I really need to find a matching fender somewhere.

I purchased this hosting plan today! I can now keep this up to date on what’s going on. I’ve entered all the journal entries I made the last few days on OneNote, it’s mostly freewriting and the grammers horrible but I tried to correct some of it and may correct it some more later. The main thing I’m doing here is unraveling all this stuff that’s happened since 1982. I guess all this time some people have tried to cheer me on, while it seems like others have tried to frame me or use me while I was completely clueless.

Ten years ago, I was trying for a dj/video gamer brand thing and I had like a hundred fans in my dj group, and I thought I was the shit with my hundred fans and I took to Twitter to share my dj sets on there when I started to notice all the feedback from people in there. E.T. the Extra Terrestrial… Prince William and Harry and now this huge list I started to put together a couple years ago. It’s on another level of I had no idea

*edit* I had a rough day and a nightmare about someone, KP, that caused me to originally write a paragraph here hoping they were harmed. Defamation retaliation thoughts. I have these *edit*

*then the rest of the days journal entry went like….*

What to write today.. . Yesterday I went to work again at Will Rogers for the temp agency. The events had wrapped up and left so all the stalls where the horses are kept are empty except for the bedding wood chips and feed that’s left over, which is quite a lot. There’s anywhere from one inch to a foot deep of horse bedding that’s mostly covered in horse piss. I shovel all that out one stall at a time. I probably did about 20-30 stalls. I was asked to only use a shovel this time, so I’m to get a majority of the bedding shoveled out and into the dumpster rather than quality where sweeping with a broom on a second pass would get all the chips cleaned out. So I’m guessing they have a second team that goes out and does a sweep.

I think it was in the Psychotic Thoughts Part 2, where I said I should write drama books. It goes along with all this famous people gossip.

Spent some time with

Selling a jew mess – someone’s name made me think that about sums it up with Christianity. Back in the day holy water sold for a lot. Books. Crafts.

Poopie F are a’n criminals investigative services – since I used to go to Catholic church, thought I’d share this funny thing I saw on the Pope’s name

Oh yeah, yesterday after work when I was about to pass out waiting for a new assignment. . not yesterday, it was more like this morning because it was after midnight, umm, I suddenly had a nightmare thought about Katy Perry… something about the word, “Lifetime.” I put a bunch of ideas together, that sounds like I’m being set up. Lifetime.. the channel that made the, “William and Kate,” movie that I watched again the other day and wrote my thoughts on. Lifetime…. also the name of the tables at the church where they’re hosting Shepherd’s Supper and Bible study at that church in HG. Lifetime… another way of saying a life sentence in prison. It also sounds like, “Lee or Lie is an effy Tim” or in other words the neighbor at my mom’s house when they made her move to the single room Texas Housing Authority unit, and the neighbor TIM kept tapping on the wall the two units share, like a reaction to what I’m doing in the house, or on my phone or computer. (Which is also what that tapping noise in the ceiling started doing in the bedroom when mom didn’t want to be in that room anymore, and same time I found out there’s a live camera in the ceiling) Then that faggot Robert went and called housing and the police to remove me from the property when the people at Housing Authority know what’s happening is illegal, but play stupid, like no one knows and should be the ones having the police serve them papers. Lying faggot. That place next door I was offered to rent a room was basically same situation like with Tim, with that faggot Lee, who I asked about the spying and said I don’t know what you’re talking about. License plate KYP. Trying to start something. Robert Hunneycutt, Sean Thomas wannabe faggot with Katy Perry pushing the idea of Lifetime in prison to make him do whatever to get in my nerves. Paparazzi stalker

Claire

Woke up at 4am and went to work at Will Rogers. Picked up tables and chairs and cleared out the area where there was a party. Lots of liquor bottles everywhere. It’s Sunday, and I’m used to going to church after the last few months in hg
Oh yeah some other person passed away that coincides with what I was doing. R&B singer Angie Stone, something about she was driving down Adams street, then hit an 18 wheeler in her white van. Same time I’m taking white van to work and just mention the Adam’s Family.

Four days without a shower. Working and walking a lot without a shower cause bare skin rub burn like carpet burn. Baby powder solves it otherwise. It’s a body hair thing.

Shower where? If I’m working the horse poo patties, kind of defeats the purpose of a shower.

I also saw something that I noticed before I made the Freddy Krueger, Edward Scissorhands connection is that the chairs at Will Rogers have the brand name Krueger on the back and they’re organized by a company called Clarin.
One thing I thought of the name Rogers, one of those hidden meaning things, the name Rogers sounds like Row Gay Er Emergency Room. So this on the back of all the chairs, Freddy Krueger like he doing everyone in the butt. With claws. Since he an icon with nightmares in the movies and Will Rogers is known for being a mixed native American, the thing with dream catchers might have inspired the nightmares story idk. Anyways this chairs look like they’ve been there for a while, ill have to find out what year they were made. The name Clarin company name also a very weird coincidence.

That’s a lot of Freddy Krueger associations, so I just looked this movie up and it was released in 1984… I haven’t watch this forever since I was like 10 years old and it shows the characters that acted out the character over the course of all the movie squeals. Some more of that hints famous people gossip bs
Wes Craven (Robert Barton England 1984, Micheal Bailly Smith 1989, Tobe Sexton 1991 ‘ft worth’, Jackie Earl Helly)

Micheal Bailly Smith
(Me see hell, Billy is math, me see hell Bill is meth)
(Tobe Sexton…. something about two like Bart is a toon/cartoon)
(Jackie Earl Helly, yucky/ yacky ugly , Earl TEA, Helly hell demon )

Micheal Jackson ( Me see hell, microphone hell, Yacky son) similarities, with the fedora also, associated his yucky son with ET as being an ugly Extraterrestrial alien in a normal family that inspired him to write Billy Jean and Beat It right after ET the movie first went into theatres.

Woke up way early, got on the ticket for Will Rogers
Flipped livestock poopie pattys into trashcan for eight hours
and got paid for it. It beats sitting around in HG with nothing to do

I got my oil changed

Lex Luthor passed away

Umm

Things to do… ever since the door lock messed up on my car, the tire lugnut adapter I had for the lugnuts (one of the lugnuts on each tire requires the adapter) disappeared, also the front license plate that I kept in the cabin disappeared. The title I believe is at my moms, however she says she can’t find it, and I can’t go over there, so I have to apply for a new one. New windshield wiper motor. The windshield wipers quit working. What to do first.. . Down payment on a new car would be nice, backup vehicle.

Rents due, phone bills due… I’m driving out to Pacesetter

Gossip Girl passed away
Rest In Peace (see what I mean, I was just comparing this to a celebrity gossip magazine, and next day Gossip Girl rip is trending and top of the headlines)

I made it to Ft Worth… got my w2 and did my taxes

Phone ran out of battery

Went out to the churches annex building to help box food to give out for Produce Day. I had helped box some earlier, yesterday, then finished the boxes when the North Texas Food Bank truck arrived with the produce. Produce day provides emergency food supplies like eggs, vegetables, milk, bread. Work from 10 a.m. to 5 p.m.
Took a nap and watched YouTube. The end.

I’m watching a show on ancient archeological places in the U.S. this morning. I was reminded of something from a class I took a couple of years ago at DCCD, about an “Ancient Fort People” that were building Serpent Mounds out towards Ohio. This new show I saw is talking about some rock walls in Montana, that look similar to the Incas, the Sage Walls. I found it interesting. Well, the main thing I wanted to write about, and it sounds horrible, it’s the topic on Thanksgiving. It’s more of a statement thing, hidden meaning from the word “Bottles of Water”, and so any time I see bottles of water I’m reminded of this over and over again, so I thought I’d write this down. Body odor Tellys… body odor television, of white Emergency, w ate emergency, and what emergency? The whole story of Thanksgiving and Europeans celebrating with the local Natives and then time passes, and then … What local Natives? They disappeared
Bottles of Water reminds me of this over and over

What if I grew out a top knot thing like the Cherokees

Want to drive out to Pacesetter and pickup my w2, and work some hours

The other day in my journal, I was trying to explain this E.T.Royals Chain Reaction thing, and in my opinion, what it’s like compared to something else, and I compare it to those Celebrity Gossip Magazines, using hidden hints and such, except it’s famous celebrities, musicians, actors, directors, politicians from 1982 onward since that E.T. movie like I’m the famous person subject of a gossip magazine… and I don’t know why this started… but anyways, one of the things that I started to notice that’s very creepy, probably around 2018, 2019, I was noticing a trend when people pass away, that seemed to coincide with things that I’m doing at the time, it very much started to creep me out, and it’s ongoing. Famous people that pass away, and the timing when it happens. A combination of that and I’m on social media trying to hollah at artists that I’m fan of, and all the feedback got very loud, all these people know what I’m doing at the house, it’s not coincidental things happening, it’s the state of surveillance that’s on another level that I had no idea of, and my phone and computer screen going off like live TV, and this the perfect moment to show up on the television screen, Rest In Peace Roberta
I can go into more detail about this name Roberta, who is someone that passed away yesterday. There is a television series called the Simpsons, who I learned I was related to a Simpson in 2021 when I did that DNA family tree test. Then there’s Homer, that sounds like a home run and with a name like mine and associated with the Rangers. Terry’s Texas Rangers, is a Confederate group that went psycho during the Civil War in the 1800s. It sounds like I’m being associated/alluded hinted at to this cartoon as Bart Simpson. The name Robert, happens to be a name that likes to attach to me as in the phrase “Row, Row, Row your boat” except these Robert’s trying to pull off Row, Row, Row the Bart Simpson. It also sounds like “Rob Art”. Row the Bart and Rob the art. It’s part of the paparazzi people I was talking about. My friend my junior and senior year in Highschool that I said I believe was spying on me like in the Truman Show, Jim Carreys fake friend, happens to be Robert Hunneycutt, and he used to perform a gay comedy routine after his parents tried to adopt us. So cps came in to break up my step fam, then their fams trying to adopt. He’s got a car his parents gave him. Trying to drive me around and doing gay comedy routine, this dude actually went so far to touch my leg a few times. I’m bringing this back up cause here cause the guy that wanted to start something at my house was that black guy named Robert. Then after housing sent that letter out and dispatched the police to tell me to get off the property in 24 hours, I spent a week sleeping on the sidewalk out in the town Square when, going to work at the Banner. Then the manager at work calls me and asks why I’m staying outside, works out a plan for me stay at this house I’m at now and start noticing there’s something fishy about this place. The guy that I have to split rent on, actually reminds me of Robert from HS, except he does the gay like it’s not a comedy routine. Es joto for real. I didn’t know anything about this guy Lee, he said he changed his original name to Lee, Lee is his fake name. When I started working at the Banner, there’s all women there and Lee has Seniority over me cause he was there 8 months before I was, it started off were all working in the production room with the other women, sewing banners, wrapping and packing all the product into containers, then suddenly we have to do a ton of warehouse work because they’re moving a warehouse from Dallas over here and he’s hovering over like my boss, you need to do this and this like you’re a sidekick, so I just start to avoid him. So we all got laid off from work and are on unemployment, I’m still renting the room. The guy keep trying to pull some Robert Hunneycutt faggot thing

If you want an autograph, I’ll give you an autograph. I will also sign it with the Billy misspelling I’ve made for over twenty years or William or whatever. Politely cause I’m not in a very happy place and I’m carrying pepper spray.

Weird thing I did, I signed my name since middle school learning cursive, I accidently used the cursive letter F when I signed Terry, and had no idea I was doing this until a couple of years ago, it just became a habit I never thought of. I was 11 when I came up with a signature.. . Think this added on to the controversy but I’m 11 years old and I have no idea what a ferry is other than in fantasy books, I actually adopting a version of the letter t my mom wrote in her signature it just kinda look like an F, and people trying to accuse me if being Ferry or whatever, yall need to chill and stop harassing me though I didn’t know anyone was harassing me until I look back at this now and realize people were stalking me and trying to judge me when they don’t even know what the fuck they’re talking about, if you want an autograph I’ll gladly do autographs when it’s the right time,

I go to help mom with her grocery shopping today and some drunk neighbors sitting on her porch and she had chase him off, said he started talking her trash out and now it’s trying to invite himself over

Funny coincidence, guys name happens to be Freddy also and coincides with this Johnny Depp, Freddy Krueger body odor from the movie industry that’s stalking me. Since I was just talking about the Edward Scissorhands association the other day in my journal. I don’t know anything about this guy. He helped Cindy with the dogs a while back after I left to work for the trailers. I checked back at few times after that, this was before housing made her relocate to this new place that happens to be next door to this guy, and then the surveillance thing that they got n in the ceiling, the place before want playing the drums in the ceiling and I’m not buying it’s squirrels throwing nuts around up there story, they got some remote control drumming devices or something installed up there, this the conspiracy story thing that s driving me nuts, these people trying to record the tapping noises from these devices while people are in the building to use them in audio or music for some sort Witch craft hex music to fluff up the importance of whatever it is they might use b the audio for

Whatever this Marylin Manson Brian Warner nazi antichrist association is with this dude Brian over here was enough to cause some dude in New York to open fire at at a health industry official named Brian after I had to move into this house because these black people harassing my mom

There happens to be bricks laid out behind this house that I’m renting and ones for a name Louise and the others Ferry, Palmer. I don’t know what the point of that is. It sounds like my last name misspelling Ferry and Palmer sounds like PA in Patrick and Al in Alexander, my half brothers first and middle name it also sounds like Palm ER (Emergency Room) like Emergency shaking hands or jacking off. Sounds like another stalker frame job with some stone fountain antique thing with a little kid statue looking like it’s pouring a hug out … our pissing showering, with faggots car pulling up behind it in the driveway like a faggot doing a little kid in the butt.

These people set me up in this, I mean it’s a nice room, until I realize there’s a toilet on the other side of the wall, and every time this faggot passes and theoretical conspiracy theory there’s a top down surveillance thing in the ceiling, it basically looks like this dudes pissing on me through the wall where the bed aND toilets at, and the smell of shit goes through the vent and stinks up the fucking room

I kind of lost my appetite and not interested in baking cupcakes with that faggot

When I’m free writing I’m not trying to be grammatically correct all the time and one thing i notice I do to type faster is, this that
Other way of saying, this is that thing I do, this that thing I do
It’s Sunday. Went to church as normal. Bible study at 10, service at 11. Got home afterwards and cooked the remainder of the breakfast food I have from the food pantry (Emergency food bank). Case of eggs, package of sausage, diced potatoes. Should be enough for breakfast for a few days. I throw it in the freezer. Worked on my car afterwards. I finally got the door lock unstuck. It stopped freezing outside also, hopefully tomorrow I find out about a job. I checked in on my azure account and where I left off on the android app I’m working on, it’s choosing me $40 a month right now and I can’t use it, and work on it anymore cause I can’t afford it, which runs up the cost to $100 or so when I’m logged in. So I’m paying $40 for a service I can’t use right now but I have security and a backup so I can pickup where I left off and I have the peace of mind that someone’s not going to run off and steal my laptop and my work.

It’s freezing again for the third time this week. The temperature dropped to ten to twenty degrees. It’s cold over here

In 2021 I did a DNA test, family research and found I was 2% Jewish, (related to the Sanders?), so there’s a lot of Jewish associations going on here also. Probably some anti-semetic stuff also. Deleted scene from E.T. the movie where he looks like a KKK member from 1982 has made it’s rounds and publicized. Controversial …. blonde Jew thing… Hitler, Charles Manson, Marilyn Manson, Helter Skelter, Nazis.

Turns out one of my half brothers names Jason. I tried to send a msg when I saw a profile from Mobile, Alabama that looked familiar… maybe the wrong person idk. Funny coincidence however, one of my friends from the trailer park when I was first through fifth grades is named Jason.

Then the Edward Scissorhands movie with Johnny Depp, sounds like an association to Freddy Krueger, that probably led up to the Freddy vs Jason movie, depicting these two characters fighting each other, which culminated in Freddy Krueger getting decapitated by Jason. It’s another Kill Bill type movie, in other words. Edward Scissorhands, Freddy Krueger voodoo doll.

Those magazines that I see at the checkout line at a lot of stores with Celebrity Gossip from the paparazzi…. that’s a good way to compare what this is like to me, since I started putting this together since 2020 when I kind of went out there cause I was confused on wtf was going on, putting all this together is like having all these famous people, it’s the other way around, they’re gossiping about me, secretly or whatever but I’m not some movie star celebrity super rich pop star or anything so it’s weird, maybe I’m famous from some sort of secret surveillance program like in the Truman Show movie. Famous people talking about me like the paparazzi in those gossip magazines.

I have a lot of songs listed, and movies, shows, entertainment titles from 1982 on… I need to put my list on a new note because the one i had it on ran out of memory

Also I need to add Pantera… who formed in 1983… as a band Gemini and Eternity. P a’n Terry.. ET ernity. ET the movie was in 1982. The lead vocalist is also named Terry, later replaced by Phill, my dad’s middle name. I can see how that movie effected a lot of people, like a cult movie. The extra Terry is trial. Extra terrestrial. ET