Author: William Terry

My hormones be all weird lately… and I’m trying to cover to terms with my imaginary relationship and my imaginary breakup which was not a breakup because it’s an imaginary relationship so the breakup never actually happened with my imaginary wife whose a very real person that I never met before but is part of this group of people friends from TCU Delta Gamma group that sound like they were coordinating around people I know personally from the past with similar names, I wrote this out before on another journal post, around the time I was tripping out about mom’s new place being bugged when I had to help her move in Honey Grove, and then I realize this group of people in TCU can tune in to what’s going on on my phone like it’s an open mic and camera, before I left for Houston with my savings to try to make it there when everything didn’t work out, then to top it off I realize and am made aware that even homeless people are picking up leaked surveillance information about me, anyways all the TCU people up and left to some other state, and smells like horse shit, and I tried to hollah. Confused. So umm I think Sydney Sweeney is trying to hollah at me… and says she’s single… reminds me of my middle and high school crush that I request a song for in the radio, then I never knew what to talk to her about it what to say, that kind of end up going to prom with someone that suddenly remind me of the name of my imaginary wife which makes really weird now. I didn’t get to go to prom or walk the stage at graduation because I got drugged up six months to graduation and cage in prison. Bad thoughts

Happy birthday!

Herbs (Leafy plant parts)
Basil – sweet, Thai, lemon, holy
Mint – spearmint, peppermint, chocolate mint
Oregano – Greek, Italian, Mexican
Thyme – common, lemon, wild
Parsley – curly, flat-leaf
Cilantro – fresh, dried
Tarragon – French, Russian
Sage – common, pineapple, purple
Marjoram, Chervil, Lovage, Savory, Bay Leaf, Epazote, Lemongrass

Spices (Seeds, roots, bark, fruits)
Peppercorns – black, white, green, pink, Sichuan
Cinnamon – Ceylon, Cassia
Clove – whole, ground
Cumin – whole, ground, black cumin
Cardamom – green, black, white
Nutmeg & Mace
Paprika – sweet, hot, smoked, Hungarian
Chili Peppers – cayenne, ancho, chipotle, bird’s eye, ghost, habanero
Turmeric – fresh, ground
Ginger – fresh, dried, ground, pickled
Mustard – yellow, brown, black seeds
Fenugreek – seeds, leaves
Star Anise, Allspice, Anise, Sumac, Saffron, Galangal, Ajwain, Nigella, Zedoary

Minerals & Natural Enhancers
Salt – table, sea, kosher, Himalayan pink, black salt (kala namak), smoked, fleur de sel
MSG (Monosodium Glutamate)
Disodium Inosinate, Disodium Guanylate
Potassium Chloride – salt substitute
Calcium Glutamate
Truffle Salt, Celery Salt, Onion Salt, Garlic Salt

Other Natural Flavorings
Vanilla – extract, bean, powder, vanilla sugar
Cocoa – natural, Dutch-processed
Yeast Extracts – Marmite, Vegemite, autolyzed yeast
Citrus Zest – lemon, lime, orange, yuzu
Smoke Flavor – liquid smoke, smoked spices
Herb & Spice Blends – curry powder, garam masala, za’atar, ras el hanout, Italian seasoning, five-spice powder

Artificial & Nature-Identical Flavorings
Ethyl Maltol – sweet, caramel-like
Vanillin – synthetic vanilla
Methyl Anthranilate – grape flavor
Diacetyl – buttery flavor
Isoamyl Acetate – banana flavor
Benzaldehyde – almond flavor
Limonene – citrus flavor
Menthol – minty cooling
Allyl Isothiocyanate – mustard/wasabi heat

maybe one day one of my celebrity crushes reply to my dm

This thing I said on a journal entry a while back where I said I dealt with opposing feelings toward this whole thing is annoying. I’m in the center of some weird controversy, spotlight thing, like I’m famous in some weird way and that’s awesome and then I feel violated, used, harassed, and spied on, pissed off

I asked different AI chats some questions about some topics that seem to be brought up now and things I was taught in history and the chat went like:

Did Europeans steal the U.S. from native Americans?

The history of European colonization in what is now the United States is complex, painful, and deeply contested. Many historians and Indigenous communities describe it as a process of land theft, displacement, and violence. European settlers, beginning in the 1600s, often used treaties, warfare, forced removals, and legal manipulation to take land from Native American nations—sometimes through outright deception or coercion.

This process is often referred to as settler colonialism, where the goal wasn’t just to govern or trade, but to replace Indigenous populations with a new society of settlers. Over centuries, Native peoples were pushed off their ancestral lands, subjected to massacres, and forced into reservations. While some land was acquired through treaties, many of those agreements were later broken or ignored by the U.S. government.

There are differing perspectives, of course. Some argue that conquest and territorial expansion were common throughout history and not unique to Europeans in North America. Others emphasize the moral and legal violations committed against sovereign Native nations, framing the U.S. as a country built on stolen land.

It’s a topic that still shapes debates today—about justice, reparations, and how history is remembered. Would you like to explore how this legacy affects modern Native American communities? Or dive into a specific era like the Trail of Tears or the Indian Removal Act? There’s a lot we can unpack together.

Did the U.S. colonists steal the colonial land in the U.S. away from the British?

Not quite—because the land the U.S. colonists fought over wasn’t originally British in the first place. It had been taken from Native American nations by European powers, including Britain, through colonization. So when American colonists declared independence in 1776 and fought the Revolutionary War, they weren’t “stealing” land from Britain in the traditional sense—they were rebelling against British rule over colonies that Britain had already claimed.

The colonists believed they had a right to self-govern and control the land they lived on, especially after years of taxation and restrictions imposed by the British Crown. The war was about sovereignty and political control, not about seizing land from Britain itself.

That said, the land in question had already been taken—often violently or through coercive treaties—from Indigenous peoples. So while the colonists didn’t “steal” it from Britain, they did continue the process of dispossession that had begun with European colonization.

If you’re curious, we could explore how land ownership shifted during and after the Revolution—or how Native nations tried to navigate the new American government. There’s a lot of nuance in this chapter of history. Want to dig deeper?

If Britain laid claim to land in the U.S. then the people living in the colonies the U.S. declared the land didn’t belong to the British through war of independence, isn’t that the equivalent to theft?

That’s a really thoughtful question—and it gets to the heart of how we define legitimacy, sovereignty, and power.

From the British perspective at the time, yes, the American colonists were rebelling and seizing land that legally belonged to the Crown. So in that framework, it could be seen as a kind of theft or insurrection. But from the colonists’ point of view, they believed they were asserting their natural rights and rejecting what they saw as illegitimate rule—especially after years of taxation without representation and other grievances.

The Declaration of Independence even argued that the British government had violated a social contract, and therefore the colonists had the right to break away and form their own nation. So whether it was “theft” or “liberation” really depends on which side of the Atlantic—and which side of history—you’re standing on.

But here’s the twist: both Britain and the colonists were laying claim to land that had already been taken from Indigenous peoples. So while the Revolution was a fight over who would control the colonies, it didn’t challenge the deeper issue of how that land was acquired in the first place.

History’s full of these layered contradictions. Want to explore how Native nations responded to the Revolution—or how Britain justified its colonial claims in the first place? There’s a lot to unpack.

So in a sense we’re all living on stolen land?

That’s a powerful way to frame it—and it’s a perspective that many scholars, activists, and Indigenous communities have voiced. The idea that “we’re all living on stolen land” is rooted in the history of settler colonialism, where land was taken—often violently or through coercive treaties—from Indigenous peoples, and then passed down through generations without restitution or acknowledgment.

But it’s also more complicated than a simple yes or no. Some argue that if we trace history far enough back, nearly every piece of inhabited land has changed hands through conquest, migration, or displacement. That doesn’t erase the harm done, but it raises questions about how we define justice across centuries.

Others point out that the phrase “stolen land” isn’t just about the past—it’s about the present. Many Indigenous communities still face systemic inequalities tied to that original dispossession: lack of access to land, resources, political power, and cultural recognition. So the phrase becomes a call to action, not just a historical observation.

If you’re interested, we could explore what land acknowledgments mean today, or how different countries have tried (or failed) to address these legacies. There’s a lot of depth here, and I’m all in if you are.

Did the Spanish steal Mexico from the Aztec and Mayans?

In many ways, yes—the Spanish conquest of what is now Mexico is widely regarded as a violent takeover of Indigenous civilizations, particularly the Aztec Empire. When Hernán Cortés arrived in 1519, he and his relatively small force of Spanish soldiers, aided by rival Indigenous groups like the Tlaxcalans, launched a campaign that ultimately led to the fall of Tenochtitlán (the Aztec capital) in 1521.

The Spanish didn’t just defeat the Aztecs in battle—they also brought devastating diseases like smallpox, which decimated Indigenous populations and made resistance far more difficult. After the conquest, the Spanish imposed colonial rule, seized land, extracted wealth, and dismantled Indigenous political and religious systems.

As for the Maya, their story is a bit different. The Maya civilization had already declined from its classical peak centuries earlier, but many Maya city-states still existed when the Spanish arrived. The conquest of the Maya was slower and more fragmented, lasting well into the 17th century due to fierce resistance and the region’s difficult terrain.

So while “stealing” might not be a legal term historians use, it captures the essence of what happened: the Spanish forcibly took control of lands that were already inhabited, governed, and culturally rich. If you’d like, we can explore how Indigenous resistance shaped the conquest—or how these events still echo in modern Mexico. There’s a lot of history woven into this.

Did the Mexicans steal Mexico back from the Spanish?

That’s one way to frame it—but most historians would describe it not as theft, but as a war of independence. Mexico didn’t “steal” the land back from Spain; it fought a long and bloody struggle to break free from colonial rule.

The Mexican War of Independence began in 1810 and lasted until 1821. It was sparked by deep resentment over Spanish control, economic inequality, and the lack of political power for people born in the Americas (called criollos) compared to those born in Spain (peninsulares). The movement was led by figures like Miguel Hidalgo, José María Morelos, and eventually Agustín de Iturbide.

After more than a decade of warfare, Mexico declared independence in 1821. Spain resisted recognizing it and even tried to reconquer Mexico in the years that followed—but ultimately failed.

So rather than “stealing” the land, Mexicans were reclaiming their right to self-determination after centuries of colonial domination. It’s a story of revolution, not robbery.

Want to explore how Spain tried to take it back—or how Mexico’s independence shaped the rest of Latin America? There’s a lot of drama in that next chapter.

Did the U.S. steal states like Texas and California from Mexico?

That’s a question that still sparks debate—and it depends on how you define “steal.”

Texas was originally part of Mexico, but in 1836, American settlers and Tejanos (Mexican Texans) declared independence and formed the Republic of Texas. Mexico didn’t recognize this breakaway republic, but the U.S. eventually annexed Texas in 1845, which helped trigger the Mexican-American War.

After that war, the U.S. invaded deep into Mexican territory and captured Mexico City. The war ended with the Treaty of Guadalupe Hidalgo in 1848, where Mexico ceded a massive swath of land—including California, Arizona, New Mexico, Nevada, Utah, and parts of several other states—in exchange for $15 million and the assumption of some Mexican debts.

So yes, the U.S. technically “purchased” the land—but only after defeating Mexico militarily. Many historians and critics argue that the war was provoked by the U.S. under the banner of Manifest Destiny, and that the treaty was signed under duress. Even Ulysses S. Grant, who fought in the war, later called it “one of the most unjust ever waged by a stronger against a weaker nation”.

So whether you call it conquest, purchase, or theft—it was a turning point that reshaped the continent. Want to dive into how this shaped U.S.-Mexico relations or how people in those regions view that history today? It’s a story with long shadows.

How many nations attacked Mexico when they were fighting for Independence from Spain?

During Mexico’s War of Independence (1810–1821), only one foreign nation—Spain—actively fought against the independence movement. The conflict was primarily between Mexican insurgents and Spanish colonial forces, including loyalist troops from the Viceroyalty of New Spain.

However, the broader context is important: Spain itself was weakened at the time due to Napoleon’s invasion of the Iberian Peninsula in 1808, which sparked a crisis of legitimacy in Spanish colonies. But no other foreign powers directly attacked Mexico during its fight for independence.

How many attacked during a span of a hundred years within their declaration of independence?

In the 100 years following Mexico’s declaration of independence in 1821, the country faced multiple foreign invasions and conflicts, including:

Spain (1829) – Spain attempted to reconquer Mexico just eight years after independence but was repelled.

France (1838–1839) – Known as the Pastry War, France attacked Mexico over unpaid debts and damages claimed by French nationals.

United States (1846–1848) – The Mexican-American War resulted in Mexico losing about half its territory, including what is now California, Texas, and the Southwest.

France again (1861–1867) – During the Second French Intervention, France installed Emperor Maximilian I in Mexico. Mexican republicans, led by Benito Juárez, eventually defeated the French-backed regime.

So, in that century, at least four major foreign military interventions occurred—by Spain, France (twice), and the United States. Each had different motives, but all left deep marks on Mexico’s political and territorial landscape.

Want to explore how Mexico managed to survive all that turbulence—or how these events shaped its national identity? It’s a story of resilience worth diving into.

Would you say the Mexican territories in the southern U.S. were lost to the U.S. because of loss of Spanish military support after Mexico declared independence?

That’s a really thoughtful question—and it gets to the heart of how fragile Mexico’s hold on its northern territories was after independence.

While the loss of Spanish military support certainly weakened Mexico’s ability to defend its vast northern frontier, it wasn’t the sole reason those territories were eventually lost. A few key factors played into it:

Post-independence instability: After gaining independence in 1821, Mexico faced political chaos, economic hardship, and internal divisions. That made it hard to govern or defend remote regions like Texas, California, and New Mexico.

U.S. expansionism: The United States was aggressively pursuing Manifest Destiny, the belief that it was destined to expand across the continent. This ideology fueled territorial ambitions and military action.

Texas Revolution and annexation: Texas broke away from Mexico in 1836 and was annexed by the U.S. in 1845, which Mexico never recognized. That set the stage for war.

Mexican-American War (1846–1848): The war was sparked by border disputes and U.S. ambitions to acquire more territory. Mexico, still recovering from internal strife and lacking strong military infrastructure, was at a disadvantage.

So yes, the absence of Spanish military backing left Mexico more vulnerable—but it was part of a much larger storm of geopolitical, economic, and ideological forces. If you’re curious, we could explore how Native nations navigated this shifting landscape too—they were major players in this story. Want to go there?

I planned out before my birthday in June 12th, that I was going to throw myself a birthday party and it went very well. Since I didn’t know what to do and I haven’t had a birthday party in a while, I told myself I’m going to buy myself a birthday cake, party decorations and a birthday gift and take birthday pics so I could show I had a normal birthday party. It turned out better than I had hoped actually

I’m reminded of all these people I went to Orchestra class with in Middle School, playing my viola

Based off hotels on the map app, I checked in to one with the best rate close to work. I purchased the room for a week. My first two days were my two days of from work so I spent the time watching TV and working on my FreeCell app in Azure which is my hobby right now except I haven’t done hardly anything in the last two months. After my weekend, I go to leave my room for the first time to grab some grocery then I got back room service had gone through the room, so they had come in to clean the room because they thought it was vacant now. My phone charger and ear buys disappeared from the room on the first day, and someone went through took my stuff, returned the rest. So now I only go in with a bag with a change of clothes and don’t leave anything in the room. . Horrible experience. So after my week there was over and I had to purchase a new phone charger.. I went to a different place which charge so much, I’d basically spend most my check on housing, two thousand a month at sixty five a day… That doesn’t leave enough to fix my car or accomplish anything. So I’m out here looking for a place

I’m having a Hannibilly Lecter moment, excuse me. This week was quite a change… I got my first paycheck at work and I decided it’s time to leave, and my aunt had my stuff packed in a suitcase already because a couple of weeks ago she said I needed to leave and changed her mind about staying the three months. I went ahead and moved out before anything bad happened. The day I moved out was awkward, I got paid, I told her I had a place to stay. I’d told her I’d looked at places for the last few days up to my payday.If anything else, I could rent a motel room. The waiting period on a place was to long so I went ahead and got a motel room. On the day I was telling her I was leaving, she asks me to leave the sheets in the laundry and help more the yard first. I spent a few hours doing yard work, then she locks me out of the house when I’m done and tells me to go to the store and buy laundry detergent and bleach though I’m covered in grass from weedeating. So I’m walking through the grocery smelling like gasoline and covered in grass. Earlier that day she was talking about me giving her my debit card and pin number… I decided this is getting kind of weird… she’s trying to treat me like a disabled dependant and she’s bi-polar with mood swings every other day. I’m out before this spirals out of control with me making a paycheck. She let me in to drop off the laundry detergent. I took a shower, picked up the suitcase she said I could have with clothes and a pair of sunglasses and a cross she said belong to my grandmother I could have. Leave the sheets in the laundry room. I’m off to my reservation.
She was talking about me house sitting for her when she went to Mexico, but the constant I need you to help do some things and stay here, then the opposite you need to get out the house, I’m in the middle of everything and everything’s my fault. The insults… I was hoping to leave on a nice, quiet, happy note.
Anyways, I’m around the corner from my new job now so I don’t get stuck in traffic as often with the hour drive

New job, woohoo. Plan was that in three months, when I know for sure I have the job, I’m saving up and finding my own place but turns out I need to be gone yesterday since my suitcase was packed for me and this an every other day topic. My best choice right is a hotel room… it’s going to be expensive.

Added a few more titles to the list… Dido – Thank You, Eminem – Stan, Harry Potter – J.K. Rowling… need one more essence of Dumbledore to complete my recipe for Forever Triple Discord Soup

What my imaginary wife is trying to say (based off her recent like on tiktok) that I should be saying is that my work is horrible and I make it out to be too easy and I have to spend all day kneeling to all these packages containing drugs that are going to a bunch of druggies which is the same thing I was taught is everything that’s wrong with me and why we lock people up in cages like animals and it’s totally opposite my sobriety approach and though my Tia said I need to make friends at work and is why I have trouble with jobs is I don’t make friends anymore and I’m still debating on the best approach to make friends compared to another fear and loathing in Las Vegas trip to the casino or Xbox friends or what and her number need to be out my phone like yesterday cause it was never supposed to be there in the first place just cause she my manager whatever or my imaginary wife that’s dating other guys since forever and left Texas for new york wants a divorce cause she already doing the index ring thing which means it’s over I thought we were polygamist anyways since I started dating that other girl in Fort Worth from Bumble when she left the first time and she trying to say that I need a better job like being homeless so all I gotta do is hang around all day and people give me free money and food for doing nothing

I got a new job btw

Umm so after my last journal post where I mention my Tia was walking out the store with us on mother’s day and she start putting on a new necklace that appear out of nowhere, a couple of days later we’re shopping at HEB when she puts on a hat that’s on display at one of those random locations like where all the chips are snacks and bread are there a hanger with a bunch of hats, and she says she likes it and puts it on and continues shopping while wearing it. Then at checkout, she’s still wearing it like she forgot it and could possibly walk out the store with it on without paying. This woman, I believe her name was Angela, working the register next to it pointed out out to Tia, and my Tia got aggressive verbally automatically telling her she didn’t know what adjective was talking about and said just cause she dressed like a super model she think she runs everything and made a big scene. So these managers came out, Jake and Ashley. So we’re standing here in front of everyone, Angela, Jacob and Ashley. It very embarrassing

1987 Batteries Not Included – Steven Spielberg
1999 American Beauty
2017 The End Of The F****ing World

Has been added to the list…
Batteries, sound like B a Terrys, also by the E.T. producer Spielberg.. Extra Terry is Trial 1982 when I was born.

American Beauty written by Alan Ball, with Wes Bentley as Ricky Fitts, and Chris Cooper as Col. Frank Fitts

Mother’s day 2025 at my aunts

My aunt keeps pressing the idea that I’m bi-polar and telling everyone that I’m bi-polar though I’m calmly sitting here for the weeks now listening to her talk non stop for hours at a time, from talking normally, to yelling and wanting to argue, and yelling, to someone’s crying. And then randomly wanting to drive the car out somewhere impulsively to start a fight with store attendants. Road rages a lot. Shoplifts (only a candy bar so far but I remember this now from my childhood with her, shoplifting). I lost count how many times she’s returned things to the store to exchange for something else because she changes her mind after taking products home and opening them. So today I asked her, “Tia are you sure you’re not bi-polar?”

She shows the symptoms of being bi-polar way more than I do

Her reply at first was… no she can’t have that disability because she takes care of Julie. Then later after mentioning she’s bi-polar, she told me.. you know what Billy, I might be a little bi-polar, then she looked at me and said you know what, I’m not just bi-polar, I’m worse than that

I know what bi-polar people are like and they are extreme emotional anger mental, I don’t fit that description at all. There’s time when people like at jobs or like that scenario at my mom’s house where people are pushing my buttons like they’re trying to intentional make me upset, I have a reason to be upset, it usually takes a lot to my make upset though.

It started off, she’s helping me get a place of my own to stay and a job and I don’t owe her anything, she doing this to help. My grand mother raised her instead of my mom as a kid. So she’s going to help me out. I told her I don’t have money right also but I could go to Pacesetter and work there until I landed a new job. She won’t let me work at Pacesetter. I’m not allowed to drive my car until I vacuum it, which she keeps putting off. I got the Lone Star card in the mail. She says I have to give her my card to cover expenses. Now she says I owe her money for bills and wants me to pay her back. Constantly goes off talking to me from she’s happy to see me, happy conversation, to completely insulting me, and yelling me my mom is trash, insulting everyone and her lifestyle is so much better than everyone’s. It drives me nuts listening to her especially when she starts with the insults and asking me questions to pull me into an argument

I’m expected to wear clean clothes without doing laundry on a regular basis. Aunt’s tripping out about this in the mornings. Is have to somehow use the laundry machine without her knowing so I can have clean clothes because I’m not allowed to mess with anything and she doesn’t do my laundry often enough. So this morning my Aunt’s tripping out about a dress shirt I’ve worn twice and hung up in the closet. Well I have nothing clean but some under shirts and shorts. Then goes off on you just came to see me because you want money and just have three dollars. She doesn’t want me here and I need to leave. And she’s trying to sell the house and in some relationship she hates and wishes she was back with her ex husband Tom, and I’m in the middle of everything. That was this morning 5/11/2025 mother’s day in the course of five minutes, instead of good mornings and happy mothers day, before I had a chance to say anything. Her husband never bought a wedding ring and it’s trying to rape her daughter with down syndrome six months into their relationship. And his kids don’t like her, and her kids don’t like him. And she’s been trying to divorce for seven years and bought a fixed up a house with him but still wants a divorce after seven years and live in seperate houses but still deals with it, wants a divorce, doesn’t want a divorce. Sounds confused.

Couple days ago, I’m listening to her talking like usual… usually while she’s cooking. Before a couple of days ago, yesterday I paid attention to how long it takes to make breakfast. Breakfast took five hours and we ate breakfast at lunch. So that’s five hours of listening to her talk while she’s making breakfast. If I so much as try to look at my phone while she talking snaps at me. I might get an hour break between brunch and dinner. Couple of days ago, talking from sun up to sun down. She turned her topics into relationships with me instead of relationships she’s had. Saying women wouldn’t ever want to be with me. I’m to old. I’m not the type women would ever want to be with. I’m never having kids or family or anything. Completely trying to demoralize me.

Ok so mother’s day, went to see my cousin and he bought us lunch at the mall. It was cool. Thank you for everything. Like I want planning on staying here, I just wanted to see my aunt and ask advice on my ID because I suddenly lost mine in Houston and want sure what to do because my Social Security card had also disappeared back in Honey Grove. I recovered these now. SS suddenly appeared in my binder when it wasn’t there before. So after lunch with cousin… my Tia stood at TJ Max and we walk in and she’s looking at purses for a while then wants to leave the store and as we’re walking through the parking lot she’s putting on a new necklace.. I’m wondering where this necklace came from.. appeared from nowhere. Back at the house, she’s repeating I have to leave again and I can leave in the morning. After she had me put all these applications out in the area and I have an interview tomorrow.

….

Late night mothers day update… I already ready to pack my bags and ready to go off and work the day labor job in the morning.. all mentally set that I’m leaving and already mentally making plans that I’m probably be in ft worth tomorrow.

Then my aunt asks me to help her sell something on ebay, which is one of the first things she told me about when I first came here, is that she has all lot of stuff she wants to sell but wants some help on how to work ebay to sale it. We could have been doing this the whole time. Anyways I helped her make an account and list her first item and suddenly she’s nice to me again and is talking to me to stay and look for job and help sales stuff in ebay…

Then she gives me a suitcase so I can pack my stuff. I’m so confused now. I’LL pack my stuff in the new suitcase because I’m not allowed to leave tomorrow because I have to help her sale some more stuff in ebay first.

This is what’s left of the E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial voodoo doll animatronic, and what a coincidence that the metal plate in the center looks like the number 88, the same age as Pope Francis that just passed away. Poopy… puppy… Pope, or a butterfly:

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ZEGXr61qCYt9JEEQLS2q20NsEDUsu2HY/