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Conversation I had with artificial intelligence chat (A I Chat on Windows) Copilot today on the English language

Tell me all the letters in the English Alphabet that when spelled out the way they are pronounced, don’t start with the original letter.

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This is a fun little linguistic puzzle, and your intuition is right — several letters don’t start with the sound of the letter itself when you say their names out loud.

Letters whose spelled‑out names do NOT start with their own letter

These letters begin with a different sound entirely:

Letter_______Pronunciation ____________ Starts with…
F_____________“ef”___________________________________________E
L_____________“el”___________________________________________E
M_____________“em”___________________________________________E
N_____________“en”___________________________________________E
R_____________“ar”___________________________________________A
S_____________“es”___________________________________________E
X_____________“ex”___________________________________________E
W_____________“double‑you”___________________________________D

Why these letters behave this way

They’re all consonants whose names evolved from older languages (Latin, Greek, French), and the easiest way to pronounce them was to prepend a vowel sound so the consonant could stand alone as a syllable.

That’s why you get “ef,” “el,” “em,” etc. — the vowel is basically scaffolding.

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Letters that Copilot left out from this list are

The letter C, that is pronounced like the word See for sight, with an es. The letter H, that is pronounced: Eich. It starts with the letter E.

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February 19th, 2026

I haven’t posted on my journal in a while and this was the last post I made a few weeks ago so I’ve had this topic on my mind a lot this whole time and I thought I would add some serious ideas I have on the English language. This probably relates to a lot of European languages. I was keeping up with the Prince and Princess of Britain’s English lately because I kind of tripped out the other day when I kind of made a connection on something that’s very exciting and confusing at the same time, but that’s besides the point of this post, because I was talking about the English language and maybe they might agree with me and know who the English language president/director/official might be that could maybe hear my ideas out, probably already know this, though in case they don’t I’ll put my ideas out there because there’s always room for improvement. I’ve decided I will make a video for the rest of this topic and tell y’all my ideas on the language that don’t make sense to me. Specifically the written language, than the spoken language.

I had my flu shot on Monday, and I just remembered every time I get a flu shot, I have flu-like symptoms right afterwards and it happened this time also. I spent the last day with a flu fever, body aches, all out sore. Then on top of that, I think I caught a cold going out the last few days when it froze over. I panicked and thought it was Covid cough. So not wanting to have Covid, so I checked into an emergency hospital to get my vaccine, but the vaccines cost $200 now. I don’t know what’s worse, flu or covid. In my experience with the flu. Flu: Lasts one week, mildly into two weeks, fever the whole week, throw up any food I eat, stuck in bed with body aches, motion sickness from getting up and walking around, causes throw up reflex. Covid: It was different each time I had it. One week, off and on light fever, non-stop coughing, cough is so bad I couldn’t sleep at night. The last two days before it went away, very bad fever, couldn’t breathe, cough, suffocating at night from not breathing. Couldn’t sleep from the coughing. Then after the bad fever it was gone and some light coughing into the second week. Different variations where the coughing lasted a month to a month and a half, on and off fever, but not as bad as the first time where I was suffocating.

Since my last post where I last summarized what all I went through since 2020, I left off where I went to visit my mom for Christmas and was out of work so I had a lot of free time trying to find another job. I get this feeling that people intentionally put me in this position to see what happens or I don’t know what the point of it is. I applied for unemployment because I was at my job for eight months full time and then suddenly no more work. I was approved for unemployment. I never heard anything else after that. The Workforce Unemployment webpage has it’s own messaging system where I was told I was approved and what day I would start receiving pay between jobs, it never updated after that and said my new application was attached to my previous unemployment claim from a year ago where I was on unemployment between jobs for a month, and since that was exactly a year ago, That was expired, and my new claim I just made this month, I believe they expired along with it. I literally spent two weeks with a date I was receiving unemployment benefits when it never went through so I had to pull a loan to make rent. I applied for Snap food and was asked to send some more paper work, that I sent and haven’t heard back from so I’ve gone almost three weeks with nothing but lettuce and bologna and bread, maybe an avocado here and there from what I had left and my loan and also sent the Snap people a copy of the loan I had to take out. Aunt had recommended I try for disability and so I took up on that and applied in my free time also, which I was not interested in before because I think I’m perfectly healthy except some speech problem from adhd and a lot of stress from overwhelmed from all of this. Last year I told myself, if I can’t keep a job then something’s wrong with me and I’ll go ahead and apply for disability because I keep getting bounced around and this ridiculous. I get the idea from all these movies and such, like Ace Ventura, where JCs in the mental hospital, that that’s the idea people have for me as some standard set by these movie producers and writers, as in I’m supposed to be treated like a mentally handicapped person so I can live of disability, that so many people seem to be so successful at like my Aunt. I think I need to up my acting skills or something so I can get approved for disability or something. What else is happening? I think I had a social media crazy episode because so bored with free time, waiting for a job and stressed out, and posted some skits I setup on Photoshop. Literally had no plan on what I posted on Facebook. You know, I don’t feel depressed or anything but I’m looking at what I’m posting and looks like I’m intentionally trying to mess up my profile because I’m so bored and it’s kind of fun. So I’m somewhere at I’m role playing as the Goat Devil and chatting with Charlotte Windsor who just befriended me as her best friend and other stuff. I might end up living in my car again next week if I can’t make rent. Went to the hospital today and had two vials of blood taken out for my labs. It wasn’t so bad. I remember three years ago when Wal-Mart fired me and I couldn’t make rent, I went and donated plasma to try to raise money. It was horrible. I’d donated before, twenty years ago but forgot what it was like. I was twitching in the cot, while my blood was pumped out and pumped back into me. That’s always an option to make rent, but that’s like giving people, a bunch of people, in hospitals my blood while I’m basically shooting myself in the head because everyone’s pressuring me into this situation where I’m constantly on the brink of being homeless and starving while I’m one of the most famous people in the world. Yeah I don’t want to give people that satisfaction that I’m twitching on a cot again donating plasma to pay rent. I think I have enough leftover on my snap card from last year, I’m make a run for the store and buy another loaf of bread and some more bologna. I’m going back to the day labor place, I should’ve gone to the last couple of weeks but I thought I would have my unemployment disqualified so I was putting it off until the unemployment thing went through. So hopefully this works out cause I’m at emergency rents about to be due, and I need paycheck NOW, not with two weeks paycheck hold.

I have a playlist on YouTube
www.youtube.com/watch?v=btPJPFnesV4&list=PLdnRg1RtL1fdMxCfviZX18hSkcImHfUwa
where I’m adding all the music that I listed on my original post. I would have to explain my reasoning on these better though I wrote some examples down throughout my journal or on that first post I have pinned at: https://etroyal.com/etroyalchainreactionvoodoodollthingie/
I’m going through soundtracks at the moment and have only added a few such as Kill Bill volume 1, Austin Powers, and the Nutty Professor and it’s almost at 200 songs already. I’m starting a video blog also you can find on my YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@theBillyTerry
If anyone wants to get in touch you can e-mail me at williamedwardterry@gmail.com

Hello I’m testing this voice to text feature on windows to make sure it works first cool apparently it does work OK so I am making a post on my journal January 19th 2026 Here it goes lights up to you It lights up blue all right so I had something kind of that’s been kind of dogging that it’s kind of bugging me a lot lately as a dogging dogging me a lot Oh bugging me a lot lately it thought that uh well something about here in Texas that I kind of noticed lately Oh God that looks horrible That is not even that’s not even typing what I’m saying OK anyway something I’ve been kind of bugging me a lot lately about something here in Texas well there is a school called TCU Texas Christian University and well I didn’t know that was a school year in the US until nightly and I’ve had this idea that’s been bugging me ever since I kind of like noticed something about the school And well it’s not just that school but also like yeah the Texas University was a Longhorns longhorns in Austin I don’t know if it’s just me or you know other people you know see this but I think it you know it’s like kind of Satanic vibe thing It is kind of like it just kind of bugs me because it happens to be here in Texas at I had an idea that I was going with with this but I’m trying to talk this and I don’t have my attention deficit medication right now OK and there is something about it that like bugs the Academy Umm well for something kind of Satanic 5 like that being here in Texas umm at a Christian school you know having a mascot that looks kind of like you know kind of gives off to this idea of the satanic like symbol being like their mascot uh it’s like the leader the mascot is the first one that’s like the cheerleader type thing that we’re doing evil Yeah well one of the most evil things that I can think of about you know that being here in Texas is that well here like about 100 years ago it wasn’t even that long ago probably I don’t know probably a little while after you know the US like declared independence from Europe like Britain particularly July 4th thing and everything Mexico declared independence from Spain and right after they declared independence from Spain Umm I just a few years afterwards much of the time immigrants from the US where immigrating to Texas which was part of Mexico’s land so they were becoming like foreign immigrants in Mexico Um and then the next thing they happened is they didn’t want to be part of Mexico and they’re like no this is we want this to be the US and right after Mexico declared independence from Spain they went back they got people from the US and they invaded Mexico instead of well you just declared independence from Spain now we want half your land and they did it like without you know without their approval but they refuse it and they kind of like force it on to them because they basically the US basically like at the capital of Mexico taking over so we basically made enemies with Mexico right then right after the US declared independence right after Mexico declared independence so that’s why all this tension with the border at Mexico is is what we basically like stood them up and took off with half their land So on one side of our border we have Mexico that we just like still have their land pretty much and then on the other side we have Canada that we **** fought off and now we have this huge celebration every year we’re like July 4th or like **** you England and as far as I know I think Canada is pretty much territory it is a England so these are our two you know the FIFA on either side of our borders but I think you know we kind of like hold it against Mexico a lot more than we do Canada Is it OK the Mexicans are like I don’t have people from the the S We kind of get they kind of we get them to come over here and they work a lot so there was a lot more of them coming into the US you know working here and then with Trump you know in office saying no we need to get rid of all of them and send them back to South America it’s just kind of I don’t know that’s about one of the worst things I can think of that’s really evil But something like that being in Texas that one not only that but the Native Americans and Indians that live here in the US well I know a lot of them got sick and died But we’ve put them all in reservations and they’re all if they’re living on reservations well I’m actually parting that a Native American here so when I say they’re saying like me also we put him on reservations and like over time the government has been taking their land away from them even though we like dedicated land for them and that’s pretty **** evil also though that’s my point of view on why you know we can have this like satanic mascot in Texas because I don’t know why else we have a satanic mascot at a church school here in Texas So I’m making this dog fair this year on Youtube and all .com yeah you can see it’s typing out everything that I’m saying and that’s one of the things that’s been bugging the heck out of me is driving me nuts Never it is finished

April 2025 and onward from my last post yesterday at https://etroyal.com/january-15-2026/

I’m trying to summarize all of this faster so am skipping some stuff I could write a ton about. I left off at I was in Houston with Covid and got disoriented and lost my wallet, though I managed to fix my car up some to get me around while I’d taken the public transportation. I lost my wallet with my ID and left Houston for San Antonio because my Aunt offered me to visit to help me get my ID back. I drove to San Antonio. (My aunt) Welcomed me into her home though was very upset I was not dressed up nicer. I had told her since I lost my wallet, I was not able to do anything the last few days and had waited, hoping I would get a call back that someone had turned it in to the police. I had a brand-new dress shirt and dress pants on me and forgot to wear those. That Covid episode messed me up. I told my mom later on that I think my aunts viewpoint of me went from one of her favorite family memories to she doesn’t ever want to have anything to do with me because of the way I was dressed when I showed up to her house. I showed up with my work boots on, though a couple of months earlier I was wearing those to church, well the boots anyways, the dress outfit was something I would have worn to church, and I had it on the seat next to me. I knew her since I was little and had taken me on road trips all over the place. I got to talking to her about my situation and trying to figure out what to do. I basically just need my ID and some sort of proof of who I am at the ID place. I should’ve gone up to DPS to see if I could do a fingerprint match and if that was good enough to get a new ID. I didn’t think of trying that. I remembered I had a birth certificate back in Honey Grove and my stuff was in that room I had rented and couldn’t afford. I had basically abandoned most of my belongings, which isn’t much, because I wasn’t getting along there and didn’t have anywhere else to put it. I hadn’t thought my car would make it to Houston when I left or I would’ve packed everything up to take to storage that I have in Houston. Tia drives me to Honey Grove to pick up my stuff. Visit my mom. We visit the Eiffel tower in Paris, TX while driving around. Come back to San Antonio. Tells me about a temp agency that can get me work that she went to in the past. Tells me I should consider applying for disability when I told her all about all the scenarios I went through and to get back on my ADD meds. I had gone a year completely sober and thought I was perfectly fine, but she was pressing the issue a lot. Probably because I was having some trouble talking and had checked in for attention deficit after losing a previous job. The temp agency got me into a job that sorts mail for an insurance company, categorizing lots of mail with pills. It was like playing the maracas all day, scanning mail, and putting it all into whatever destination containers they were for. The stay there was hectic after a while. I got my first paycheck, and my aunt gave me or lent me one of her suitcases one day and said I need to leave. I check into a hotel down the road from the job I landed. I have my birth certificate and had also found my previous ID that was enough for me to apply for a new one. While I was there I notice something about how she talks as if she knew a lot of the stuff I was going through that reminds me of when I helped my mom move to her new place in Honey Grove and suddenly after she met some of the neighbors, I could sense a change in the way she talked to me as if she was following along with what I did on my phone or computer, and who I was talking to and where I was earlier that day as if I had some monitor on me that was giving out all my information. The phone probably blasting everything out publicly. That has got very loud. I wrote about that a lot in previous posts. I work the temp agency place for a while with most of my money going towards the hotel payment. In my free time, if I had some money to spare, I tried to fix the car up some more and picked up some new tires. Not much else happens besides work and hotel and watch tv, work and hotel, work and hotel. I sent flowers to my secret crush. I finished an app on the Google Play Store that I had started about a year earlier but put on pause because it’s when I got the note to vacate the house at moms in Honey Grove. I remember back when that first happened is when I picked up coding apps for Android. I had just barely picked that up again and was reading all the documentation on it and threw up some simple apps on time, watch, alarm clock and compass. In my free time in San Antonio, I got to publish that finally after making it look a little bit better. Eight months later and it’s the holidays. I survived eight months driving down the street to work, where it seem like a ton of cars are trying every scenario they can to wreck into me on my way to work. I got the idea everyone is trying to get rid of me, not everyone, some people like me. I went back to seeing a doctor about attention deficit around Halloween, around this time I was noticing, I think they’re trying to get rid of me and not only that the whole scenario at that job felt like some trap to ridicule harass me so I had started drawing some cartoons at home in my free time to destress and publish some on my Twitter, one of which went along the lines of Ooma Thorman giving Bill from Kill Bill a blow job after getting decapitated with a sword I made up to counteract this overwhelming Kill Bill thought I picked up going through some movie titles. Writing in this journal is something else that took up some of my free time. I started this a year ago when I got unemployed and listed all these movie titles I noticed I was associated with since I was born. I started writing them down in order since 1982 when I was born and every time I thought of a new one that I suddenly realized I was associated with, I added it to my list. Some of these movies I noticed were talking about some sort of assassination attempt. I had not noticed that was about me before. I’m drawing all these cartoons and publishing them on Twitter, revenge cartoons, because I don’t know what else to do about that. I’m completely sober, but my mind is crazy thinking about all this and the cartoons probably making everyone upset. I got back to see the doctor about attention deficit because I can’t barely talk anymore. The temp agency called and said the mail sorting place didn’t want me there anymore after I went to see the doctor. I got reassigned to some new job doing contract work at the Airforce base that was remodeling a building. I was there for a couple of weeks, then a different job for a couple of weeks. It’s basically the holidays, Thanksgiving and Christmas and New Years and I’m bounced around between jobs and days without pay. I moved to a new housing situation; that’s kind of like a hotel and costs less. House Hotel. This is where I’m at now. I went to visit my mom for Christmas but I was almost broke so we didn’t get to do much. Then the new job laid me off so am applying for unemployment again. I’m back where I was a year ago except I’m in San Antonio now, the cars works a little bit better, I got to write down a lot of stuff on this journal that makes sense of all the stuff I’ve gone through in the last 40 years that didn’t know was happening. It was like unraveling a puzzle. I saw some movie titles talking about riddles, and some associations with the Riddler from Batman and an association with the movie Saw, that I now remember I need to add to that list. I think Saw is one of the movies that associate me with SA, San Antonio.

4-2024 and onward, some more of my summary of everything I went through since 2020 when CoVid happened

https://etroyal.com/november-30-2025/ – November 30, 2025 – 2021 through 2023
https://etroyal.com/december-2-2025/ – December 2, 2025 – 2022
https://etroyal.com/december-3-2025/ – December 3, 2025 – 2023 through Mid 2023
https://etroyal.com/january-7-2026/ – January 7, 2026 – Mid 2023 through April 2024

2024 in April and onward where I left off working at a new temp agency close to Honey Grove, my car got fixed kind of, so I started driving to my new job there on my own and was there for a few months until about the time I started driving my car up there and it was close to the holidays and someone broke into my car at the job and laced my drink, and someone was lacing the coffee at the place, right near Christmas when the temp agency called me back and said I wasn’t fat enough to continue my assignment making the exercise equipment so they had to let me go and never heard back on another assignment. I kind of started going to church again at this time. I have some history with a church in Honey Grove that coincidently happened one day when the pastor there befriend my mom and me at a local library a while back when I first moved to Honey Grove and frequented the library to check out movies and books and befriend the librarian there who was super nice and next thing I know I’m teaching computer classes at the library for about a month in the summer when the pastor showed up and invite us over to check out a new church. This journal entries about 2024 right now but I’m going back to about 2012/2013/2014 on how I got involved with a Methodist church that I didn’t know much about when the pastor was telling me about the churches history and mentioned they didn’t have a website and I mentioned I knew how to make websites and I’m currently out of a job and have a lot of free time and would be happy to make them a webpage because that sounded like the perfect thing to cure my boredom, because I was super bored at the time. I didn’t have a car, I didn’t have a job so I was doing volunteer work around town until something showed up. I put the webpage up and it probably upset some people at the church, I don’t know, because everything got very weird after that and I’m new there and I didn’t know about surveillance the way I do now so I was probably way overjudged by becoming involved like that at a church I wasn’t a member of, that’s how that is. Then a few years later I was asked to take the website back down because it was too “loud”. The website’s offline now but I have the Google page registered for it which I haven’t updated since then. So that’s my history with the church there, I went off and on for a few years and played the bells one time at a Christmas event. The church helped me get my car fixed when it broke down from my last journal entry and got hooked up with a job in town that I could literally walk to without the car because it was acting up again. I got to help make U.S. Flags at this new job that was cool. Car’s overheating and I can barely drive a few blocks before it shuts down so I’m walking to work every day. I work here for six months then got laid off. In that six months the housing at mom’s new place sent me a letter to vacate and I’m not allowed on the property and my car’s not allowed on the property and my car got towed out of town by some towing company in Bonham, and the church paid to tow it back over. I had a chance to rent a room temporarily at a house next door to my moms because I had nowhere to go and literally spent a week sleeping on the sidewalk for a week. The whole situation is very awkward. I got laid off from that job and couldn’t afford the rent so I packed what I had in my car and took off to Fort Worth to the temp agency there. I’d found out that the radiator in my car had a whole in it so I had managed to pull that out and patched it with JB weld because it was my only option, so my car made it to Fort Worth though I had to make stops to fill it with water when the JB Weld started giving out. I picked up work at the temp agency in Ft Worth and took the bus or walked. I researched some salvage yards in Texas and found some cars that matched mine, there happened to be some in Houston so I made the car to Houston and went through probably twenty gallons of water driving all the way there, got back at the temp agency in Houston. I found a matching radiator and swapped it out so the car runs again and fixed some other minor things that are wrong with it. I totally skipped out on the work I did in Fort Worth where I worked the rodeo events at Will Rogers, pretty much scooping up horse poop eight hours a day and cleaning stalls when I got asked to work a different assignment a few days out of the ordinary because the other jobs weren’t available and had to risk driving the car over (before I had swapped out the radiator) and take passengers with me at some other landfill in Fort Worth this time because the last landfill where my iPhone overheated and gave out at was in Houston, well at this landfill some people were coughing very bad, next thing I know I had Covid again. This was at the beginning of 2025 because the job in Honey Grove laid me off in January of 2025, I left for Fort Worth at the end of February when I started receiving unemployment and worked the temp agency in Fort Worth for just a few weeks until I caught Covid again and took off to Houston with Covid and fixed my car coughing like crazy for a month. It was some new variation of Covid because before it only last a week or two but this time it lasted a month and I’m working and fix my car and lose my wallet while I have Covid in Houston. I was sick and it was horrible. I’m in Houston now without my wallet and all I see on the news is Trump getting inaugurated into office and Ice Agents deporting everyone and I don’t have sort of identification except for a picture of my ID on my phone, luckily I’d added my credit card to my phone’s tap to pay, I was so disoriented from Covid that I forgot all about the unemployment because I had already told them that I’d found new work, trying not to be dependant on unemployment. Without my ID I wasn’t getting called out on any new jobs. What are my options to get a new ID when I don’t have any way to prove who I am? I could’ve checked into to a DPS office to see what they said but I end up calling my aunt who lives in San Antonio because I’d talked to her on the phone off and on the last few months and asked for her advice and she told me to drive over to her house and would help me figure this out. I had $30 or so in my bank account. I made the drive out there. I’m somewhere around April 2025 now.

There’s this idea that people call a “second life,” that I believe goes way back to when people were primitive compared to today, and we’d all hang around bonfires and tell stories. The stories got kind of complicated with the idea of extraterrestrial entities, GODS. Spirit animals, reincarnation, all sorts of stories. The idea that people move from one existence to another. From earth to heaven or from earth to hell. In Europe there were a lot of stories written about different Gods, sometimes the stories were about real people that were turned into different versions and given superhuman powers. With the movie industry the way it is, and all the content is recorded on film now, when way back it was only written stories and plays, a lot of actors I think have to deal with what they make that effects their normal lives back at home. For example you have an actor in a show that has to act out some love scene and make out with someone, or murder someone as a job and then when they go back home to their normal family, there’s this other existence “second life” idea that probably haunts them where they’re cheating on their real partner, and say that film becomes a hit and is blasted all over the world, their real partner might possibly feel intimidated by that other person on that fake acting scene, because that scene seems to be a lot louder than their own real relationship. So the question comes up on which relationship is the real one? The love scene from the movie that became a hit that the whole world knows about or their real relationship, that not many people know about because it’s kind of private. I’m kind of rambling here about this idea that bugs me. Scientists say there’s a possibility that a lot of alternate realities exist. I’m thinking probably an infinite number of alternate realities where just about anything could be possible. While people might focus on some details about someone’s acting career as possible alternate realities, anyone could basically make anything up and it be something that’s probably happening right now also. There’s this girl when I was in fifth grade that I liked and invited over to my birthday party that kissed me, and I don’t know whatever happened to her because I had to change to a different school and it was in summer and lost touch with everyone I knew back then because I didn’t have these phones everyone has now, or social media so it was a lot more difficult to keep in contact with people. We exchanged rings and got married and all of this theoretical other stuff happened because we played around with the idea and anyone else after her, besides my mom, is an imitation version of her because we didn’t kiss first unless theoretically alternate realities have no time frame, or is warped, so anything other alternate version of the same kind of scenario happened before or at the same time because time doesn’t exist, and theoretically I kissed and married her best friend at the same time, or before we ever met. Compared to a movie actor that acts out a love scene on a film, I actually went to school with and personally knew her in person and I was probably only eleven years old at the time but the same type of scenario is there. What I’m trying to get to is that I sense people hold these made up situations on what could have happened on past relationships against people. It makes it difficult to move on. Christina if you’re out there, I remember that and ho you’re okay. I totally understand why so many Hollywood actors are in and out of relationships so much, that and I believe a lot of their relationships and breakups, divorces, are made up also for extra media attention.

I’ve had a lot of Chevrolets following me around lately and since I was talking about subliminal messages way earlier when I started this journal, I think I’ll go ahead and break the subliminal messages in this one out. This one puts out a lot of messages similar to the refrigerator/refridgerator word. Che (She/He – Che/Church Christians People – Che Chinese People – Che/Charles British People) V (Roman numeral 5 – 5 as a way to refer to police) Rol ( Rule Lord over someone/Rule over someone – Roll Roll of film from recording, Eating/Drinking Rolls Hot Dogs, Can Drinks, Bottled Products – Drugs as in Pills MDMA/Xanax/Fentanyl as a roll, used as a verb to drug people up – Royal), Et (Eat) also ROLET (Roulet as in Russian Roulet, can be misinterpreted as in Suicide or Kamikaze)———– When put together, some of the main messages I think of first is that people are rolling ETs foreigners to come over and want to drug them up then rule over them at work, something along these lines. With the church focused more in Europe. The idea that the church goes out to help people, then in exchange is considered their boss or supervisor afterwards is a subliminal message in that word also. —— Refridgerator ^_^ Rough Ride Gayer Tour

I was writing about some odd things I noticed about the 9/11/2001 terrorist attacks leading up to the 2020 elections and how I thought, it seems that it was planned in the 70s. I wasn’t accusing anyone in particular over that. There’s not telling who started setting that up, but it seems like a very simple idea to lead up to 2020 the way it did. The stuff involved to make that happen is very complicated……. architects, building contractors, everyone to be so quiet about it for so long, connections with people in the middle east, everyone in the passenger airlines industry to not pay attention to stuff like this playing out, relaxed security at the time…… it seems kind of obvious that people knew this was happening and it was planned out since the 70s.

Today I had to apply for a new replacement for my driver’s license. While I was filling out the paperwork, I notice something I see in other places, where it asks, “Is person 1 of Hispanic, Latino or Spanish origin?” That’s a very specific, “are you Spanish, descended from Spain in Europe,” type of question and what about the other countries in Europe like France or Germany, or British, or Czechoslovakian or anywhere else like Middle Eastern, or Asian, or Russian, or Japanese? Why is this question so specific to people of Spain, which is another country in Europe, kind of next door to France and Italy?

There’s this mole I had when I was little that has it’s own cover band. I’m kind of inspired to start my own band, “The fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, eigth, ninth, and tenth eyed blinds,” since I’m zapping all these cancer spots off lately. Talking about lately, lately I feel like a ho. I’m gonna try to put it in whatever hole I can possibly put it in.

Continuation of my recap since Covid in 2020 that I started here:
https://etroyal.com/november-30-2025/ – November 30, 2025
https://etroyal.com/december-2-2025/ – December 2, 2025
https://etroyal.com/december-3-2025 – December 3, 2025

I left off at mid 2023. I left Houston for Fort Worth because I wasn’t getting where I thought I was going. I had planned to go to Fort Worth in the first place because I sense those students over there were following me. I spent the summer in Houston, besides working all over the place, setting up and picking up after events, I got to check out some landmark areas. Terry’s Texas Rangers house. The train that travels around the city. Nasa. The zoo. The aquarium. I’m staying at some halfway/boarding/bunk house place off and on right down the road from downtown, so I got to see some of the celebrations that happen there. I didn’t make any personal friends outside of work while I was there. There was this one encounter I had right before I left the Asians house for the halfway/boarding/bunk house place house near downtown. I was delivering food for DoorDash to make rent until I found a new job, until kind of late near downtown. Some drunk dude approaches me, says someone stole his car/truck and can’t get home, he was at some bar, something about his dad, his phone disappeared and can’t get ahold of him and he’s trying to get home because he’s been stuck out here all day. Reminds me of Macaulay Culkin. I end up driving him over to his house. I kind of sense that was a pre-planned setup so they could add me as a contact. I had to drive some people out to jobs at the temp agency also if I wanted to land jobs more often, so I kind of had people in my car I was driving around off and on. I don’t know anything about anyone that I had to drive around, I was simply trying to stay alive and afford food at this point. I saw TCU was playing their first game for the new year. It’s September 2023. I don’t have a new car yet. Mine’s getting me around but I’m not having much luck… I hate to say this, but the halfway/boarding/bunk house place house had a tick problem so I was paying rent and staying in my car to avoid the ticks and that was kind of depressing. I could write a whole journal entry on ticks btw. I never had to deal with those before, and they start showing up everywhere after Covid. Ticks invaded my car when I was in California and it took me a while to get rid of them. This whole time I got this dj profile that I abandoned in 2019 up on Twitter when I was trippin’ out and I blank out on it. I was part of this historic moment in 2020 and I was tripping out right before it as if I was predicting Covid was about to happen and so I just left that profile sitting there like it was a trophy. The end. What else to do with it? I think leaving it there the way it was that whole time made me situation more difficult because it gave off a “HORROR” story vibe and some people might have had a conspiracy theory that I had something to do with Covid, and so I was targeted for revenge. I think I dealt with a lot of negativities from people because that was there. I’m avoiding horror. It seems like I got pulled into the horror movie franchises without my consent also, so that probably has a lot to do with it also. I watched horror movies a lot growing up….. it’s one thing to watch the shows…. it’s another thing to act the stuff out, and the write the stories and scare people, that kind of comes back to negatively affect you. So it’s September and I drive out to Fort Worth, I left my moped behind because I had no way to transport it and couldn’t afford it. I purchased a new outfit. High fives from some students at the entrance. It was my first time at TCU. Twenty years before this, I did LSD for my first time, right down the road. The frying pan from Dinosaurs hitting me over the head. I have no memory of a school in Fort Worth until three years ago in 2022. I saw demons when I fried my first time. Everyone at the club was morphing into demon, gargoyle like things….. seems to go along with the Frog mascot Addy from TCU and the Dinosaurs character similarities to the mascot. This is one of the reasons why I say I think I was setup my senior year to go along with these stories people wrote and why I unfriend all my friends. I have another theory also, was that the 9/11 attack was known ahead of time, and that our country would be going to war a lot before the 2020 elections and so if I did LSD I would skip the draft if it got that bad. Either that or an assassination attempt. When I was 18, I’d never considered doing drugs or anything, and I didn’t know what LSD was. It seems like right before I’m about to graduate high school at the top of my class, everything went off in a different direction and I’m not allowed at my house, having to stay at friends houses, hang on to a job because I was supposed to be out of the house already as an adult, to there’s space in an rv down the street from my mom’s house I can rent out space from, from some Mexican dude, while I finish my senior year off. Free drugs also. Clubs. Raves. Weed. Exos. LSD. Xanax. Coke. Heroin. Mushrooms. Adderall. Meth. This is the start of where I believe I was targeted and setup/framed to be the poster child of the terrorist movement, anti-tan people, anti-foreigners… particularly anti-foreigners that are tanned, Mexicans, South Americans, Middle Eastern, Muslims, Africans with the Twin Towers attack right after I got drowned out with drugs because that includes drug smugglers also. This is the perfect example of Gas Lighting, which is a word I was talking about in a different journal entry. The Twin Towers were built to be destroyed how they were. I was associated with Trump for whatever reason, whereas my mom is from Mexico, and his wife is from Czechlovokia. The Twin Tower, “terrorists” were hired as a demolition crew as an inside job from the U.S. maybe with an agreement that it would open up trade later on with Muslim countries instead of with South America or who knows what but the main thing is the timing to classify people as terrorists, particularly tan people: Mexicans, South Americans, Middle Eastern, Muslims, Africans in a very loud way before the 2020 elections to have a President elected that saves everyone from those terrorists, when it was actually all setup as an inside job beforehand. I got off topic here. I went to Fort Worth. I worked at the temp agency there. The same Temp Agency from Houston. Worked around town for the city of Fort Worth at the Convention Center before and after parties and at Will Rogers. The group of students from TCU that kind of double over with name’s that I’d kept up with didn’t seem interested in meeting me so I’m kind of off and on interested in what they’re up to. Claire posted something about getting hired on as an intern in Austin at a place in New York, because she took off to Austin when I got to Fort Worth. It kind of sounds like a variation of me in Houston when the city worker told me about the temp agency. The Love Shack Fancy place approach her in Austin to tell her about the internship. This the start of where she left for New York. I got to meet a lot of people around Texas while I was working the temp agency in Fort Worth, which was kind of cool. That place Will Rogers is popular with schools. My car started acting up and it was overheating. I’m making trips back and forth to Honey Grove to see mom, and working the temp agency. It’s a two hour drive from Fort Worth and Honey Grove. It’s pretty close. I’m not having much luck in Fort Worth. I don’t know where to rent that I can afford, and the jobs are off and on and my cars breaking down so I’m taking the bus when I can. I had some job offers back in Honey Grove and so I got hired on at one of those. Finally a job closer to where I was in the first place but I’m back in Honey Grove where I have nowhere to live. I heard later on there’s some apartments there I could rent but they have a log waiting list. I’m sleeping on the couch at mom’s place, that I’d helped her move into that was the surveillance stuff everywhere, that I’d never quite noticed anywhere else before but at this point I’d noticed something like this all over the place in Houston and Fort Worth and the feedback I was getting from it on social media. Somewhere around this time’s when I’d thought about that game Batman: Arkham Knight I’d played off and on since 2019 with that see through walls tech so my conspiracy theory ideas going all over the place. I don’t know what to think about that. There’s live spy cameras that I’ve seen before and thought were the main thing hidden everywhere, then there’s that see through walls thing. I’m back where I was at moms, where I’d just lost my job, was trippn’ out about the place bugged out with spy gear, checked into a doctor because I couldn’t hold down a job, recovering from the California trip where Katy Perry told me to never talk to her again and my dog had his balls chopped off, had ten grand in savings, lost ten grand in savings after I met Claire/Claire on Instagram and blew it all on some Asian family in Houston and a Moped and an iPhone that overheat and broke while I was on a mountain of trash at a landfill. I’m probably at November 2013 now, sometime near Christmas my car broke down halfway between Fort Worth and Honey Grove. Someone from a church I went to got me back over to Honey Grove and the car back over to moms place but it was pretty much out of service and I had got hired on at a new place in Bonham that was 45 minutes out. Until I had my car going again, I had to pay to get to work and back. New job building exercise equipment at a place that rents out warehouse space. The place I was assigned to had four of us assembling exercise equipment and packaging them up while orders were coming in on the holidays. It was kind of odd, because my coworker had the same name. William and William. The other guy that was new also had the same name as the other worker that had worked there for a while. John and John. They basically taught me how to build these arm exercise machines that kind of look like gun turrets for a few months and then said they didn’t need me anymore. I got the idea those two coworkers knew a lot about me already. Well while I was there, I got drugged up while I was at work. The coffee there got spiked with something similar to THC. Someone broke into my car and laced a drink I had in it also, while I was at work, surprised me after work. I think I can consider this another one of my doubles because I wanted to be in robotics and it so happens right down the road a robotics company opens up shop and hires a Billy and a John from Dallas and Mexico to build these machines with a supervisor from New York and when I get assigned there looking for work I basically just get the cold shoulder and some run around joke episode. How else to think about this to be more not negative sounding? I’m making a guest appearance at my own alternate reality episode at a job site. Billy and John. That’s very BJ, E.T. and the Military. That’s a triple! I haven’t put much thought into this until now. I’m somewhere around April 2024 now and go without work for a while.

There’s something very weird, coincidental about the timing of Ivana Trump, moving from Montreal, Canada to New York in 1976/1977 to meet Donald Trump, the same year my mom moved from Mexico to Texas to meet my dad, I also noticed they both have the name Maria/Marie similarities. Some similarities between they’re family was kind of tripping me out a few times. Timing’s also when the Neverending Story book was written. Eric Trump born right after me, about the same time as Harry Windsor, with the E.T. similarity, the Rick name similarity and the timing of the movie Copper Mountain with Jim Carey, when he was born. I never studied their family much because I didn’t aspire to be a private investigator or a politician, (I take that back, maybe when I was 10 or so and heard that a lot of Presidents are Eagle Scouts, I had that fantasy about it.), though in 2016 I was kind of supporting Hillary at the time because one thing I hear a lot about Boy Scout’s and as an Eagle Scout was that we help the women cross the road, as a figure of speech, and Bill Clinton signed my certificate in the 90s when I finished that program, so I kind of relate to them. I was trying to get into the tech industry, with robotics before everything went to ****. I think since I was in the Scouting program since 1990 or so people thought I might actually go for politics, I just never got into it.

I added some more titles:

Full Metal Jacket in 1987 with Gunnery Sergeant Hartman acted out with Ronald Lee Ermey as a double I added to my doubles collage image collection.

Major Payne 1995 with Benson Payne acted out with Damon Wayans as another double I added to my doubles image collection.

I added Austin Powers a while back but today added the characters from that movie that Mike Myers acted out: Austin Powers, Dr. Evil and Mini Me to my doubles collection.

I kind of noticed in some of these movies like Full Metal Jacket, Gnry Srgt Hartman goes of yelling insults at everyone, so that’s a way over exaggerated version of me… maybe on a very bad day. I wrote about that show the Dinosaurs yesterday, Baby Sinclair, one of my doubles, has a moment where it snaps and keeps hitting Earl Sinclair in the head with a frying pan. That’s way exaggerated. I think the frying pan scene from this show might have kickstarted what I was talking about a few months ago on how I sense looking back at all of this now, in a whole new view, I felt as if I was targeted with LSD later on in something I called an assassination attempt. Frying is a term used for people that did LSD…. so there’s that. I think a lot of this has to do with the 2020 elections that were still thirty years away from when these shows were made.

I listed Wednesday to my movies list https://etroyal.com/etroyalchainreactionvoodoodollthingie/ and also listing Uncle Fester to my list of doubles, acted out by Fred Armisen after watching the scene where he makes out with Louis in Season 2. Freddy Kruger association and Luz my mom’s name association.